having the hots for my brothers best friend minkook/kookmin & others

4. difficult conversations

"what does that mean? my blonde?" "that i am the blonde u are so in love now" "what?!" "are u really that dumb?!" "but... its u!" "yeah?! and?" "i mean... i ... it was a girl, right?! yesterday?!" "no it was me all the time u fucking shithead!" hope was now pissed about joons denial. sure, he knew it wouldnt end good, but ... like that?!

joon shook his head hard. "i made out with u? U?" hope nodded stoicly. "fuck! how could this happen?!" "alcohol" "but not today, i mean... we cuddled and..." "u started to feel me up .. again, i have to say" "and u fucking liked it!" joon looked now pissed and accusingly at hope. "of course. your hands were busy on my body, your cock rubbed against my butt and your tongue and lips were on my neck and shoulder" as proof he pulled his shirt over his shoulder and joon could see his masterpiece. joon bit his lips hard. "i did this?!" he almost whispered. hope nodded again. "as we are talking so nicely right now, i have to confess.. i really liked it, joon" "huh?!" "what we did. i really liked it" hope didnt look at him, he was sad now. this was the end of their friendship. he had lost joon. after all those years..

tears came into his eyes, but he held them back. joon watched him and sighed. "fucking hell... sorry, hobi" he sat back on the bed, his body turned to hope and slid his hand over hopes hair. "i forgot that u are blonde now" "i am like that for months now" "and i still see your dark hair all the time... what a mess!" joon groaned and fell onto his back, hands covering his face. for a while nobody said a thing.

"i didnt hurt u, right?" joon suddenly asked. hope shook his head. joon looked at him. "i didnt force u to anything?!" "nope. i was quite willing" "fuck... sorry... wait a minute..." joon sat up in a second, made hope flinch. "u... u... shit... " "i what?!" "u kinda... u know?" "no, i dont know?" joon pushed with his tongue his cheek out, the international sign of a blow job. hope rolled his eyes. "yes, joon. i gave u a fucking blow job" "it was really u... oh fuck! this is really mindblowing!" "that too, for sure" hope notet. "u were really really good, hope... u had practise?!" suddenly joon looked pissed again. "are u accusing me of being a slut?!" hope was kinda amused. "not a slut, but if u are so good in it, u had to practise it, right, so u are gay for some time and u didnt told me! u didnt told me, hobi!" "sometimes i really wanna know whats going on in your head... i am gay, but i never had a boyfriend. i only had one ... friend? and i had my firsts with him, that is a long time ago" "so u are not only gay for me?" joon looked disappointed. "are u fucking kidding me?! namjoon! i am after u for the longest time and it was soooo hard to get over u, cause obviously u are into girls. i was heartbroken for a long time and yesterday u brought it all up again. i was stupid, i shouldnt let u do it, i should have..." joon was against hopes body and kissed him stupid.

"what u think u doing?!" yoongi wasnt happy at all, tae held his cheek and looked hurt. "ouch! why did u slapp me?" "cause u just kissed me!" "we already had some kisses, so i thought u wouldnt mind doing it again" "maybe i wouldnt have a problem with it, if u would have asked beforehand ... wait..." while yoongi thought about his sentence and what was wrong with it, tae grinned widely. "okay, yoongi? may i kiss u?" "no?!" "but why?! u said, i should ask u beforehand" "i didnt mean it that way... i .. " "do u have friends, yoongi?" "1 or 2?" "so now u have 3" "u say, that u are my friend now? why would i want u as my friend?" "cause i am nice, handsome, good at sports and popular" yoongi smirked. "thats no reasons for a friendship" "okay, i am your boyfriend now" "excuse me?! i think i have a say in that too?!" "u can choose from normal friend or boyfriend" "not really a choice when i dont want either" "dont be mean, please" "i dont understand..." "u do understand. i like u.. a lot..." "bullshit! u dont know me" "than let me get to know u and i know what i feel" "i dont need a friend..." "yoogi, please?" tae used his ultimate weapon, the little pretty please look, normally reserved for the breeders. yoongi flinshed back. "whats that look?!" "pleeeeaaaasssseeee?!" "stop looking like that!" "only if u let me be with u" "FINE!" "great" tae hugged the unwilling particepent and laughed. yoongi not so much.