Please Love Me Again Siruis Black ×reader

Moved on

                            Ivy Pov
We came back to hogwarts we unpacked and returned to the boys who were doing a prank on hufflepuff plants  make them somehow scary so tomorrow the hufflepuffs will get attacked by their own plants hopefully not in harmful way

" you know if you get caught you will be in a great trouble "lily tried to warn them as if they could care

" lily flower don't worry about me I won't get caught "james said winking
"Prongs you need to back away a little because I think lily will hex you " siruis said sarcastically

" she won't Ivs won't let her right Iv's ?" James asked I looked at him in a thinking expression
" hmm I don't know it depends on  if I was in good mood or not "

"Ouch even you Ivs I thought you were on my side here " james whined

" well sorry james but  your lily flower is my bestie " I said

" well thanks you Ivs but don't you dare to call me his lily flower again or I'll hex you too " lily exclaimed glaring

" wow okay lils I think I'm going to always be on james side if you stayed glaring like this "I said

" well I'm gladly accepting you anytime Ivs " james said opening his arms I laughed  as I looked around saw Remus reading a book so I went to him leaving james and lily annoying each other

"Hey what are you reading " I said as sat beside him he looked at me and smiled " it a book that lily gave me on Christmas "

"Oh The Shakespeare book well she didn't know what to get you so I told her that you love poetry and muggle writer " I said 

" well thank you for your recommendation because I really like this book" remus said

" no problem anytime Remmy" I replied

"Remmy?" He questioned 
" yes you always call me Ivs so I thought remmy well be cool don't you like it ?"I asked
He quickly denied " no I like it " I smiled at him

After awhile we were returning back to the gryffindor tower marlene took lily as she wanted her to  go with her to the kitchen since she is hungry me and the boys were talking on the way to the tower

" I still can't believe it how did you make her say that in the howler you sent " james said curious
" will what can I tell you a master never reveal his secrets "I replied while my head was up proudly
The boys laughed

" But Ivsss  I wanna know "james whined

" prongs leave Ivs alone " remus said as we were about to enter

"Um Ivy can we talk a bit alone ?" Siruis asked hesitantly the boys also stopped
" sure see you guys" I said as the guys entered the tower

"So what do want to say ?" I asked him

                             Siruis Pov
"So what do want to say ?" She asked me looking at me it's the first time I looked directly at her brown eyes
And saying that I'm mesmerised by them is an underestimate it the first time I feel like this

" uhm I wanted to apologise about what happened before Christmas I'm really sorry I didn't mean it I didn't mean one word from it I just I was angry and acted out of my impulsiveness but I swear I really didn't mean it please can you forgive me and stop being mad at me " I apologised with pleading eyes

" It's okay I was mad at you at that time and I did felt hurt but now I don't actually thank you even though you didn't mean but what you said made me move on and I'm happier now so the past is past I forgave  long time ago " she said smiling she said what I wanted to hear right? But why do I feel down that she moved on why I feel like I want her to keep loving me am I being selfish
" thank you really I appreciate your forgiveness can we be friends now and start from the beginning?" I asked and she smiled and mumbled a sure now im relieved we entered the tower

" so you made up finally" james exclaimed

"Yes we did james" she told james as she sat on the couch I also sat then marlene and lily came marlene sat next to me hugging me while I smiled at her I glanced at Ivy she was laughing with james but thought of her moving on kept repeating in my mind

                           Ivy Pov

After siruis explained himself and I forgave him and told him I moved on because I really did and I'm happy I did
But I promised myself that I won't love again in the meantime till I'm fully ready to love again
We talked and laughed with the guys then we went to sleep as we were exhausted as soon I put my head on my pillow I fell in deep slumber