Please Love Me Again Siruis Black ×reader

The truth

                               Remus Pov
"I need to tell you the truth"

"What truth " she asked confused

"Look Ivy before I tell you you are one of my closest friend I really didn't mean  anything I did it was out of my control " I was about to continue babbling but she stopped me

"Remus Remus your confusing please tell me what's wrong " she said

"Okay but promise me you won't hate you "

"I would never hate you "

I sighed and said "Ivy the wolf you saw when you were walking yesterday was actually me "

"What "

"I'm the wolf that you saw yesterday when I was a kid I was bitten by a wolf I didn't think that would mean anything except for me being scared that night bit it's turns out that it made me become one I always kept a secret every full moon I would transform into a wolf  I don't know what I do nor I see or hear nothing it's like another person two years ago the guys found out they actually learned animagus to help me so that I can't be alone at night " i said

"Remus wh-" I stopped her from talking

"look I know you are confused but hear me out yesterday siruis was so excited to meet with you and that made him forget about the full moon unfortunately  he couldn't show up and see you  and you were walking in the forest I was about to bit you I didn't know its you and I blame myself for not knowing siruis was just protecting you I know he lashed on you but he didn't think of anything else to make enter and he didn't want to tell you who am I because he and the guys promised me that they won't tell anyone siruis is so worried about you I can't see him like that " I exclaimed but she stood their silent

"Ivy believe me please siruis didn't mean what he said its my fault I hurted you I'm a monster please don't leave siruis I understand if you want to stop talking to me " I pleaded her she just hugged me

"Your not a monster don't ever say that about yourself what happened to you isn't your fault what you did to me yesterday wasn't also your fault I can't blame you for not telling me because I know its hard on you I'm sorry I didn't think of that " she said sobbing I patted her head and hugged her back

"Thank you thank you for not ending our friendship"i said also getting teary

"I would never do that I would never ever end our friendship " she said backing away from me

" and about siruis where is he I really  owe him an apology I didn't know any of this will he forgive me " she said

"Dont worry he just really needs you that all no need to be sorry we didn't tell you how would have known siruis now  is in the pharmacy " I said

"Why is he okay " she asked getting worried

"Well he kinda off didn't heal his wounds and kept looking for you till now we made him go " I said

"Oh noo that terrible I'm going to see him " she said leaving me alone I looked at her I saw her leaving  I was relieved that she doesn't hate me and my feelings left with her now that I surely know from this day she will be siruis's girl forever

                               Ivy's POV

What Remus said was so shocking but now that I know the truth I need to see siruis the thought of him being in pain is making me  feel so guilty
I made to the hospital wing there was a closed curtain I saw Madam Pomfrey came out of it she looked at me and said

"Siruis is in here "

I nodded ,I  came closer took a deep breath and entered entered  he was awake waiting for his wounds to be fully healed it made me feel so guilty

"Ivy-" I didn't let him talk I just kissed him he was so shocked but then held me tight and  kissed me back it felt so right it was the best thing I ever did my tears were running down  I backed my face away a bit now are after are

"I love you " he said looking at me while wiping my tears

"I'm sorry I-Im so sorry R-remus told me e-everything I-I shouldn't have d-doubted in-in you look at your your hurt "I said sobbing

"Hushhhh my baby I'm okay and I should be the one who is sorry I yelled at you when you were just worried about me will you forgive " he said hugging me patting my head

" I already did " I said still in his arms suddenly he back away a bit and started checking my arms

" you were hurt last night are you okay now are you in pain " he asked

"No I'm fine lily used her healing spell on it and it's gone " I told him the I realized that he wasn't wearing a shirt since he was healing his scar I blushed so hard

"Uhm ahh  your scars faded wear a shirt " I said avoiding his eyes and his body

"Awww is my baby blushing " he said smirking

"Okay I'm leaving you here " I said wanting to.leave but he pulled me to him and kissed me again

" stay here I'll wear my shirt and we'll go out " he said I just nodded

After getting out from the hospital wing siruis was holding my hand it was evening already

" so your mine now right " he asked

"Well I don't know maybe us kissing and holding hand isn't assuring enough for you " I replied in a sarcastic way

"Hmm let me think " he said stopped walking I looked at him confused but he just smirked and came closer he held my face touching my lips with his finger then kissed me it was more passionate than the last one I closed my eyes and kissed him back we continued kissing until we pulled back for air

"Now I'm sure that your mine "

I smiled shyly at him
"Come on let's go the tower it's getting cold " I said as he nodded