RECOVER

Chapter-40

Iame - Oh astronomy? Do listen people if you haven't, don't know why I am suggesting but maybe it kind of fits the vibe of the phase we are right now in this book?
With a heart filled with an inexplicable heavy feeling, every step he took forward to the airport felt like a great struggle, those long strides he used to take had become suddenly slow, timid, and short as if the weighed heart has heaved its burden on his legs. With the view in front of him getting clearer and his mind finally getting more conscious of the situation he started dreading the decision but with a hesitant feeling, the slight excitement of challenging himself was not unnoticeable either.
How great was it to think simply that getting out of his comfort zone, leaving everything behind and residing at some new place adapting to every new thing will be easy? With mind lost in countless this and that he waited, waited along side his parents chattering with his sister, waited with continuous shadows of people walking back and forth by him, waited with his eyes roaming around the entrance scanning for that particular figure to walk in without his notice the seconds had already turned to hour, the loud conversation of his family had died down, the slow walks had turned hast and quick with the announcement to board the particular plane they were supposed to get to but he, he was just unconscious of this.
"Ohm"
"Hey"
"Ohm?!"
"Ohm?! You need to go now, son. You're going to miss the flight already." Ohm's mom went to him and slightly poking him talked reminding him he had to go.
As if unaware of what his mother said Ohm still reluctantly stared at the distant crowd but he saw no-one,in his heart he knew, it would have been hard if he were here but still he wanted to embrace him before parting ways, he would have been satisfied to just have one more glance of his lover's face, that moment felt so short before he was amidst his parent's concerning suggestions.
It was surprising how he was not worried about leaving his home behind maybe he had already grew accustomed to living far away from home, as much as he can remember his most of the childhood had gone with his grandmother and his parents were hardly home given their working premises. More so he knew his relationship with his parents was not going to evoke in just two years thats what he thought...
But what he and Nanon had was no matter the confident he had the thread connecting was after all still fragile and thin, he trusted himself and Nanon but what about the situation and condition they had yet to face? He didn't trusted that, but there was something be it urge or the sense of responsibility he felt over the situation he had created himself with choice he made his feet moved. With last glance and with seemingly empty but undeniably heavy heart he moved forward, he walked ahead not even noticing his parents words of blessings neither his sister's calling.
Just what a dirty game of fate...with his touch leaving the national land Nanon's  consciousness blurred away softly touching the emergency stretcher suddenly joined by ambulance's loud ringing siren...