❝I want to hold you close,
skin on skin and
let our heartbeats
have a coversation❞
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JEON JUNGKOOK × [F!] READER AU
CONTAINS MATURE & EXPLICIT CONTENT (🔞)
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I laid on my mattress as I stared outside my cell, looking at the other inmates. Some of them were sleeping, some were just getting bored like me in my cell, some were talking to their cellmates and lastly some were working out.
Oh who's that guy with that fine ass muscular back?
I thought as I looked at the cell with amazed eyes, My position changed and I dragged myself towards the rods and stuck out my face to watch the view.
His back was flexing as he was doing pushups, beads of sweats on his biceps as he pushed himself up and down. I kept on staring at him shamelessly while trying not to drool.
That's when the man turned around and showed his face.
The familiar face made me gasp as he opened a bottle of water and gulped it down in a go. I looked at the throbbing neck while he emptied the content of the bottle.
He threw the bottle in the bin when he finished it and his eyes found mine. He locked his eyes with mine and all I could see was emptiness now.
No joyful or mischievous grin could I see on his face, they had died down long ago.
It has been a few weeks since the last time me and him fought. Since then neither Jungkook nor I had tried to approach each other.
Everytime I tried to do so, My pride stepped in between and I tried hard not to melt in and let my guard down.
Even during the art class he wouldn't even compliment my drawings whereas he would give a big smile and a pat on everyone's back who did worse than me in fact. A single head nod and a 'good job' was all I got.
And it ticked me off everytime, I would want to get up, grab his neck and choke him to death for that.
But still wouldn't change the fact I was the one who did the dirty first, making hurtful comments against him & his father when I knew he was going to act in this way.
The bell went off indicating in the cell and I lazily moved around my mattress and got up and as usual a towel was thrown at my face. I was too tired to fight back or argue with him.
"Not today Matt" I said as I shoved my palm in front of his face and walked off.
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My mind, body, everything felt so tired and sad, the water running through my body felt dry yet like a comfortable blanket wrapped around my body.
The only thing nowadays I look upto is showering, where I could get a piece of my mind.
Sicheng was out, SooJin barely visits now due to her college, everybody seemed to be moving forward with life but me. I was stuck here for not knowing how many more months, I'm almost in my mid twenties,
