❝I want to hold you close,
skin on skin and
let our heartbeats
have a coversation❞
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JEON JUNGKOOK × [F!] READER AU
CONTAINS MATURE & EXPLICIT CONTENT (🔞)
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"I get easily hurt more than you think"
"I know"
"I get angry really easily and say a lot of mean things"
"I know that damn well"
"I try to act cool but it never works out well for me so I just lose my temper. I don't want to hurt my pride and act jealous so I act tough but cry a lot silently"
"This is the real me...after knowing this do you still want to date me?"
"Yes"
I looked at the screen and rolled my eyes, "Do you seriously think this would happen in real life?" I asked Jun who was sitting next to me, who was so immersed in the drama, to care about his surroundings.
He just shoved his palm in front of me and sighed in annoyance. I gasped "How dare you, do you have a death wish?" I nearly shouted, catching the attention of the other inmates sitting and their heads turned around and gave me a deadly look.
Since the past few months Jungkook and Jungkook's bodyguard had grown a close bond with me...we joke around and they sometimes sneak around the office to get some snacks in the name of 'businness'
I smiled in embarrassment and bowed my head muttering an apology.
I sighed and leaned back on the wall watching across the room until my eyes landed on the boy next to me whose attention was also on the television a lollipop in his mouth and his hands crossed behind his head as head support as he used it as a support.
Jungkook turned his head towards me "What?" He asked and I smiled, shaking my head "Nothing". He shrugged and focused his attention back on the television.
He ran his hand through his hair, most of the purple dye had faded and his hair now was returning back to it's normal color and also he had chopped off his hair as hot summer was approaching.
One more season passed away with memories...
My eyes wandered on the small window with iron bars kept open for the qir to pass out and in the room, the moon was shining brightly outside and unlike the other nights the tree stood still and silent.
I always dreamt and wished that during this kind of weather strolling around the sea wrapped in a sweater is the perfect dream to exist.
"What are you thinking about? '' The familiar voice in my ears got me out of my trance as I turned my head sidewards facing the boy who had his eyes stuck on mine.
His eyes held a soft, warmth that I wanted to melt and drown in forever. "Wh-what". I cursed myself mentally for shuttering like a fool.
For the last few days Jungkook has been nothing but a sweetheart and the kindest person you could ever imagine.
After Sicheng left I had been lonely as heck, moreover this whole incident with the guard and sicheng leaving at the same time was too much to take in at the same time.
I didn't even know I had started isolating myself and lying awake at nights, throwing away food and not completing my duties. I would've been sent to solitary over 10 times already if it wasn't for Jungkook covering up my mistakes.
He helped me with the tasks, he used to sit next to me during the food breaks. Both of us stayed silent and just the company of his was enough to relax me and the silence was not as awkward as i had thought it to be, instead it was comforting.
Sometimes it was annoying that he was so clingy and cared for me but I was grateful to have someone by my side even though he was equally as bad as me.
"I mean ahem nothing just have a lot on my mind" I said and cleared my throat and turned my head towards the television.
He chuckled, "do I make you nervous?" He asked out of the blue and I almost choked on the air "No and why would I be" I said and kept my eyes stuck on the tv acting as if his words weren't affecting me.
"Liar" He snorted "Don't get too ahead of yourself Jeon" I said and gave him a side eyed look.
"What if I want to?" He whispered right next to my ear, making me stiff. Suddenly he came so close to me. His warm breath fanning the side of my face made the hair on the back of my nape stand still.
I turned my face to meet his, and my gaze fell on his swollen lips which were a bit dark pinkish probably from the lollipop.
There again was this sudden urge to just nibble on his lips and sink my teeth- nvm.
This urge and this sudden sparks whenever he was near me, or if he was just flirting with for fun.
By flirting I remembered, did I tell y'all how much this boy had been so flirty and touchy with me for the past few months?
I mean boy he would pop out of nowhere and wrap his hands around my shoulders in a respectful manner.
He would cover my bathroom stall when other pervs would try to get a look at my body. I would either get embarrassed and nervous at this situation or a bit bold by turning my body towards him and purposely running my hands through my body sensually and teasing him.
And oh man he would get so worked up he'd have his fists balled up and head turned in the other direction. I would pay thousands to watch him make those faces again and again.
I don't know where and how this sudden bad ass whore energy comes in me. But it's fun to tease...or if it wasn't the bad b energy leaving and getting very embarrassed to meet his eyes.
"Too close mmh" I said as I pushed his shoulders back and he smiled nodding. "Meet me after this?" He said "I don't have the cleanup duty today" I replied.
"You don't but someone else does and they want to trade it with you" He winked at the end of the sentence and popped the lollipop back in his mouth.
"Who?" I asked curiously.
He pointed his finger at the female sitting straight at the front with jet black hair hair tied in a french braid laughing with her so called minions.
"HER? SERIOUSLY HER OUT OF ALL PEOPLE?" I nearly shouted at him.
He chuckled and said "Yes". "You know it'll do nothing and just make her boast her ego that i'm working around here while she got the time to fuck around with the old fogeys"
"I won't make you regret it and plus it'll be worth your time. I promise just this once" He said while grasping my hand in his and pleading with me. I hesitated and thought before I answered
"Okay fine Just this time" He showed me his infamous bunny smile and let out a little 'yay' before coming forward and planting a kiss on my cheek.
I froze and looked at him as if deer were caught in headlights. My cheeks by sure would've turned red by now,I touched my face only to realize it was all heated up.
Damn Jeon Jungkook, you're making me feel things which I hadn't thought I would feel in a thousand years.
