THE SERAPHIC SEVEN: OUR ATARAXIA

FOR ETERNITY

FOR ETERNITY 
“Please use me. Please use BTS to love yourself. Because you guys taught me how to love myself.”- Kim Namjoon (BTS)
I am a normal girl living in this world which is full of judgements, expectations and beauty standards which are difficult to live with, but when the world was making harsh judgements and beauty standards, there were seven angels who taught me to love myself
Hi! I am Paloma. Maybe I was not with BTS from the beginning but I will stay with them for eternity. They taught me to love myself and not to be sad because of the society. There is something about them which makes me strong and gives me hope that the next day will be better and that my worst days will come to an end. There is this video of Min Yoongi or Suga of BTS and that video always has a special place in my heart. In that video Suga said," Army please don't go on a diet,imagine 1 gram of you leaving the Earth!"
This line melted my heart, this was not the only time when BTS said something which made me feel good about myself. Every time, whenever I see or watch them I can always hear an inner voice saying "Love yourself". I end up crying a bit thinking how they changed my Life.
My life in fourth grade was the time of my Life which I can't forget. I would get bullied a lot. I had a few friends half of them turn out to be using me or talking behind my back. When I got to fifth grade everything got worse. Every day the kids in my school van would pour water all over me. After I would get back home, I would spend an hour crying and thinking "Why me? Why it is always me getting bullied why not others" but then seven angels came in my life and saved me.
It was a normal day, I was scrolling through YouTube looking for something to watch and suddenly I saw a video saying," BTS Speech on Love yourself Campaign". I curiously clicked on that video. After watching the video, I could only think of one line, “No matter who you are, where you're from, your skin colour, gender identity, just speak yourself". That was the time I felt good about myself.
There is something about BTS which makes me fall in love with them more and more everyday and I always wanna say one thing to them," I will be by your side for the eternity". BTS has always spread the message of loving ourselves; this little moment saves a lot of ARMYS from doing negative things. BTS is like a reason for many people to live. This kindness of them makes me wanna support them till the end and just to be with them forever. 
My friends would ask me that why do I like them or would say things like "You only like them because of their looks". These things surely hurt me but I would just ignore them, because little they know that how much BTS has done for me. 
BTS has taught me to be myself and to love myself which I guess, no one would had ever taught. In my life I would never wanna lose My parents and then BTS. BTS are not just a band but they are seven Angels who are like a gift to ARMY. Each one of them had taught me something, Namjoon had taught me to love myself, Jin had taught me to be confident, Suga taught me that my bullies are nothing but just some people who are jealous by my happiness, J-Hope taught me to keep smiling and to be happy no matter what, Jimin taught me to never lose trust in friends and that there is always someone who loves and cares for me, Taehyung taught me to be myself, Jungkook taught me to not stop trying and to give my hundred percent in everything.
BTS is something I would never wanna leave, they are very precious to me and they taught me things which helped me in my life and would continue to do so.
I just wanna say," Thank you Bangtan for being by my side and never leaving me alone"