Moon And Star

his birthday!!!

26 September 2022.
( This is full day journal)

Monday.
Beautiful day to be born on.
I made a flower paper bouquet and some wish note till 12 am.
I really hope you'll accept my gift .
Today will be very challenging for my emotions

I just put the bouquet under his table.
Unfortunately, I'm not the first to wish him today.
My mouth can't even move.
Embarrassed, jealous, sad.
Lol

Embarrassed.
He found the gift.
With sad look he gave me the Oreo plastic.
That he already ate 85% of it.

Nothing much just him being adorable today.
Also I really like my friends WhatsApp status. It's full of his picture that I didn't have.

I want to live like this with him.
We go on our own way but still close to each other.

I hope everyday can just go like this.

I found him sleeping with super bad posture with played drama.
So I stopped the drama but too pity to wake him up.
So I just don't.

*Note for him*

Star, what's your feeling received flower bouquet on your birthday.
I don't actually know what to give you so I just made flower bouquet.
I asking cause I never felt receiving gift from others even my parents.
Flowers bouquet? Impossible.
I once cried on my birthday cause not even a person wish a happy birthday to me or give something on the special day.
I just hoping I could get flowers bouquet on my birthday once in my life.

Chapter 26.
On 26 September.

What do you think we're doing in future?
Do I still likes you?
Do we still contact in future?

Hope we get more closer in future.
I don't want to let my mind think how if we were together. Cause I Know it'll hurt me.
I only told people that I likes you but don't want to be with you.
But in reality, it's totally the opposites.