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22 October 2022

SEDAR LA SHAFI'UL BAASITH.
PLEASE NOTICE.
I WAITED EVERYDAY FOR NOTIFICATION FROM YOU.
SINCE LAST YEAR.

AKU ACCEPT APA SEMUA ORG KATA PASAL KAU.
AKU TAK SUKA ORANG KECAM KAU. MARAH KAU.
AKU JE BOLEH.

IT'S ALL BECAUSE I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR TOO LONG.

TOO MANY TIMES AKU CONFESS.

BUT THE SEEING THE WAY YOU WATCHING ME JUST MAKE ME FELT YOU HATE ME.

IT'S HURT BEING A TEENAGER.
LEARNING TO LOVING PEOPLE.
I JUST WANT TO FEEL LOVED.
IT'S TOO HARD.

SHAFI'UL BAASITH. MY STAR.
EVEN IN ANOTHER LIFE, I WILL STILL CHOOSE YOU.

CAUSE YOU THOUGHT ME HOW TO LOVE OTHER.
YOU GAVE ME MOTIVATION TO CHANGE.
IF NOT YOU I MIGHT HAD NO MOTIVATION TO CONTINUE MY STUDY AND JUST GAVE UP ON LIFE.

IT'S YOU.
STAR OF MY LIFE.

I CHOOSE YOU TO BE MY STAR.
THE LIGHT I NEED TO CHASE.

HOW CAN I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU.
I DON'T EVEN LIKE SOFT GUY .
BUT SEEING YOU.
MEETING YOU.
BE FRIENDS WITH YOU.
LITERALLY CHANGE EVERYTHING ABOUT ME.
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I FALL FOR YOU. CAUSE YOUR EYES? YOUR FACE? YOUR HEIGHT?

I DON'T KNOW.

EVEN IF YOU LOST YOUR SPARKLING EYES I WOULD STILL LOVING YOU.
I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU.

I WANT TO BECOME FEMININE BECAUSE OF YOU.
I WANT TO BE SEEN AS A GIRL IN YOUR EYES.
I WANT TO TALK TO YOU ALL DAY.
WHY DID I EVER FALL FOR YOU.
AND WITHOUT I REALIZED.

I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH. WAY TOO MUCH.

THE QUESTION KEEP RUNNING AROUND MY MIND EVERYDAY.
HOW COULD I FALL FOR A GUY NAMED SHAFI'UL BAASITH.
HE NOT EVEN FIT MY STANDARD.

HE'S THE OPPOSITE OF MY STANDARD.
BUT THE ANSWER IS YOU.

I WILL STILL WAIT FOR YOU.
ANYTIME...
BECAUSE IT'S YOU.
BECAUSE YOU'RE MY STAR

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