18 October 2022
Night prep.
No actually.
It's about the whole day.Star,
He gave a girl chocolate.
Which is handmade.
By him.I never felt anything like this.
The most silent pain.
Thorn from inside of my heart.
The bleed which cause by someone I close with.I could just forget about it.
Like I always do.
But I can't in this case.
I don't know why.
The jealousness it hold
Everything is too much.I used to just talked to my friend about random things.
Just to forget about the things that break my heart.
But I can't.
I just hold my tears from falling down.
That's all I can do.
Zahra say that my face is expressionless.
That time, all I want to do is hug her and cry out loud and let everything out.
But I couldn't.
I can't cry.During my way walking back hostel
My eyes let two drops tears I couldn't hold.
That time I realized.
It's too much.
I love him too much.
Way too much.After light off,
Nurul joking with her roommates.
I walk pass by and she call my name.
I couldn't talk or say anything since I still shocked so I just nodded and went to toilet.
I want to say sorry to her tho.Today is a good day, until she talk about that handmade chocolate star gave her.
Cause deep in my heart,
There's cut that is bleed.
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Moon And Star
Romance"It's what I feel" A book about him [ Full of cringe, grammar false, obsession] #2022 #l part