Rui jolted up from the couch. He looked around wearily, He sighed heavily his breathing not yet tame, another nightmare? Why has he been having so many lately? He got up fully off of the couch and stretched. He then picked up his phone from his night stand, it was 5am.
"No point in trying to go back to sleep.." he sighed putting his phone back on his night stand.
He then thought back to the day before, oh. The fight he and tsukasa had. Ruis face fell into a more blank expression, Than fell into a worried one. Was he even right to yell at tsukasa like that? I mean, yea he did yell at nene... but did he go to far? Rui shouldn't feel sorry, he yelled at nene someone he cared for, he had reason to! So why did he feel so guilty?? He felt a void in his stomach, an everlasting void.
He decided to wave the thoughts away, its not like he can't just try and make up with tsukasa right? He decided to go into his kitchen and get something to eat before going to school. He wasn't actually hungry though, so he didn't know why he was doing so. Rui opened the fridge to not see anything that peaked his interest, slightly grumbling. Rui closed the fridge and went to his pantry, all he saw was a cereal bar, he stared at it for a second but picked it up and put it in his pocket, going upstairs and putting getting dressed for school.
Rui was now walking to school, he had already ate the cereal bar and threw the wrapper in the trash can nearest to him. He was picking at his nails the entire walk there. He was anxious about seeing tsukasa after what had happened. He was afraid that him And tsukasa wouldn't ever talk again. He would try and make things right at school.
Rui arrived at school and went to his locker, he grabbed his stuff and went to his first class. He sat down and put his head down closing his eyes.
It was now last period and He still hadn't seen tsukasa in the halls, nor class. It worried him. What if something had happened to him? It would be all his fault, he had went to far hadn't he?? He messed up, its all his fault. "Yes rui?" The teacher asked, rui looked up at her, he hadn't realized that his hand was up. "May i go to the rest room?" Rui said quietly. "Sure thing, be quick."
Rui arrived in the rest room, he locked himself in a stall and got out his phone, looking for tsukasa's contact, it was the last few hours of the day and tsukasa hadn't been anywhere at school. Rui was beyond worried now. He stopped as his fingers hovered over tsukasa's contact. Surely he was just overthinking, right..? Tsukasa was perfectly fine and just felt sick, maybe he just needed a little to cool down from yesterday, yea! He will surely be back tomorrow.. alive... and well. Tsukasa is okay. Or at least thats what rui kept telling himself.
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HIIIII SORRY I HAVENT BEEN UPLOADING I HAVE HAD A LOT GOING ON AND JUST HAVENT HAD THE TIME OR MOTIVATION, I WILL TRY AND UPDATE THOUGH! HAVE A GOOD DAY, STAY SAFE!❤️
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A flickering star
أدب الهواةtsukasa tenma, a star! Yes, a star that is tired. TW: mentions of suicide, suicidal thoughts, and cutting, hinted ed, hurt comfort and no hurt comfort! +a sad gay star! :3