My Way To You - Jikook

Living In Darkness

"Young master, it's time to wake up. I have brought your medication and breakfast" the older woman walked in nervous as she placed the tray of food on top of the small table in room.

"I'm not hungry!!! Take that stupid medication with you when you leave my room!!! How many times do I have to tell you and everyone else that I don't need it!!!!!" The male screamed at the poor women who only shrunk from fear. "But young master, your brother sai......" the poor women couldn't finish her sentence when a loud bang sounded against the wall.

"GET OUT!!!!!!!" The young male screamed as he watched the broken glass of the lamp he threw towards the woman's direction. She quickly grabbed the knob to the door and walked out shaking in fear. A few seconds later a tired Namjoon walked in.

"What do you think you are doing?" Namjoon said as he walked into his brother's room. "Jungkook!! I am speaking to you!! Why do you keep doing this to all the people who try to bring you food?!" Namjoon yelled angry and the younger was not going to back down at the loud tone directed at him.

"What do you want!!!! Coming into my room like you have any type of authority over me!!!! You might be older but I am not a fucken child!!! Watch your tone when you speak to me, I clearly said I did not want anyone to walk into my room and I clearly said I wasn't going to drink any medication!!! so get fuck out my room and don't you ever come back with all that drama!!!!!" The younger yelled back without regret.

"Fine!!!! I'll leave you alone but don't forget that we need to choose a new therapy doctor, you need to continue your treatment and after what you did to the last one, I don't know if we will even find someone who would be willing to deal with you!!". Namjoon stated and Jungkook simply rolled his eyes annoyed. Namjoon sighed and walked out without saying another word.

"How is he?" Namjoon jumped a bit at the voice that shocked him when he walked out of his brother's room. "Same as every other day, refusing to drink his medication and he has no intention in continuing his therapy, I'm scared Jin, Jungkook has given up and I don't know what to do anymore... it's been years but my brother is still tormented with that accident, he hasn't been able to move on" Namjoon said as he pulled his husband into his warm embrace.

Namjoon had always been a good older brother, the male was only 5 years older than Jungkook.

The older was now 32 and Jungkook was now 27 years old, life had not always been this way though, so cold and so... miserable. They had always maintained a great relationship and Namjoon for the most part was always proud of the commitment his younger sibling showed in regards to his school or his team. Of course coming from a wealthy family never stopped them from getting everything they ever wanted but both males always worked hard to achieve greatness all on their own.

Their parents traveled a lot due to business meetings but would always make time for their kids on special occasions such as birthdays or holidays. So a lot of the time Namjoon was left in charge of the younger, that was something that Jungkook saw from a young age and as If to avoid giving his older brother anymore problems, he simply decided to do whatever he could to stay out of trouble at least for his brother's sake.

Namjoon still remembers the young boy who had dreams and goals and desires in life, he still remembers the boy who was determined to succeed. It was at a young age when Jungkook being only 16 had one the most horrifying things happen to him. One thing that changed his life, his dreams and goals forever. It was then that his life completely changed and he gave up on not only himself but on those he once called family, leaving only a shell of a man that now hated everyone and despised those who tried to bring down the walls he had built over the years.