I know you don't care

just another day

Oh shit,
I think to myself panicking,hopefully I can play this off...
"Oh shut up" I say rolling my eyes
"well you have been acting kinda weird lately" henry says agreeing with liam. I sigh,
"fineeee you idiots" I quickly shove an apple in my hoodie pocket,obviously annoyed
"anyway I'm gonna see what Zoey's doing" and before they could respond I quickly get up to leave. speed walking to the cafeteria exit.
I'm not actually going to see Zoey,why would I? She's probably trying to pick a fight with that pink hairball so that everyone would defend her. Even I'm starting to feel bad for that pink devil at this point but for some reason it's like been zoeys avoiding her recently. Maybe I'm just over thinking it. Zoey has said I do that alot and I need to stop asking about her life. I didn't thing I nagged that much but I guess not.
After awhile of mindlessly wondering around the corridors I walk past the music room and for a split second i find myself hypnotised by a wonderful singing voice. It sounded almost familiar? I stop near the door And listen to every detail,the fine beats to the main chorus,it really is impressive isn't it?
Soon they finish their little song and I get ready to leave until...

"Hey,are you here to see them practise too?" Daisy asks while opening the door to the music room
"Oh actually I was just uhm-"
"They're really good aren't they,drew!" She chirps,just loud enough for the freak club to hear.
"Wait Drew's out there?" Jake says sounding quite surprised,suddenly I feel quite embarrassed. My body is shaking and I start to sweat. I slowly realize,this isn't me being embarrassed,what's happening to me!? I hear Jake's foots steps coming to the door but all I can focus on is the vivid memories of my mom and how she would always say to me
"C'mon andrew you need to use your speaking voice! If you need something then you should say it." my mind races irrationally. I think people are talking to me (or trying to atleast) but I really couldn't care right now,that is until I hear Jake's concerned voice echo through my ears
"drew,what's going on are you ok? You look super sweaty" I try to make a response but for some reason it feels like all of the air I take in is getting choked back up and an overwhelming sense of dread takes my voice,the walls are closing in. it like im suffocating. I feel sick and my body feels distant and tinglely. I needed the space to breathe. I only have one more option. I start to run down the hallway and into the boys bathroom,my hands sweaty and there's pure adrenaline pumping through me. I listen to my shoes squeak against  the shiny floors as a sprint,not looking back.

(Sorry this chapters kinda short)