One shots BL - fhyn

He isnt here...or so i thought

I know I'm not supposed to but I really really need to

'He's away on his trip and won't be back for another 2 days' the devil in all grey on my left shoulder said

'But he will know so don't do it Nathaniel' said the angle in egg shell white on my right shoulder

'How will he know he has no cameras aside from the one by door which is on the other side of this huge ass house' the little devil said

I wait for the angel to retort but he didn't

'Yea that's what I thought, you ain't got shit to say angel' he said flipping the little angel off

"Ahhh shut the hell up the both of you" I yelled to my little imaginations while swatting them away

The angel disappear first then the devil but not with out saying

'Go ahead and give in'

And that broke all of my doubt. I walked to the door and attempted to open it but I was locked as I expected. I walk into our room and look for the black key that he always hides but it wasn't anywhere in our bedroom. I check his office and found it in a small fake book that was safe.

'Yes' I thought with a fist pump

I walked back to the mahogany color door and unlocked it. I took a deep breath and walked in remembering all the other things that happened within this black room.

Without wasting anymore time I grabbed my favorite and necessary items: 7in and thick dildo, lube, vibrator, and nipple clamps

I walk back to our room once again contemplating weather to or not touch my self without his permission. I waved the thoughts and worry away.

'He won't even know all I have to do is clean and put everything back in its proper places and not snitch on myself. Simple as that.' with that thought I sat everything down. I already took a shower and clean inside. I don't have to shave since i didn't have much hair just a peach fuzz aside from the lengthily hair on my head.

I took off all of my clothes

'Since this is for me...' I trail my thought to the box I hid in the in my draw in the  huge closet.

I pulled out and put on the lingerie that was in the box. It was silk white and
Dark red laced straps that went from my shoulders to the dark red laced panties.

I layed down on the king sized bed and took the vanilla bean scent and flavored lube and applied it to my fingers

I circled around my hole and sucked in a breath

"Mmmmm" I pushed a finger in

It felt good but I wanted more. I had been horny for days but messiah had left to a business trip cross country.

"Ughhnnnnn " I moaned loudly

Eventually one finger turned into 2 then 3 then a lubed vibrator and 7 in thick dildo

I pushed in the large pill like vibrator then waited till I got used. After I was comfortable I thrust in the dildo and also wait till I was comfortable

"Ughnn messiah" I called out my boyfriend's name

I thought about him being inside of me. Soon I was a moaning mess as I put on the nipple clamps and fucked myself with the toy and vibrator.

"Uhhhnnn mmmm fuck unnn" I was yelling

I was so far into pleasure I didn't even notice the tall figure standing at the door

"Yess mmmmm messiah" I whimper out still unaware

"I want messiah this isn't enough mhnnn" I moaned out but still fucked my self harder as i jerked off