Don't Regret...

Chapter 24

I'm not going to the party. I don't give a fuck. I don't care about the consequences. Everyone except Niall was knocking on my door begging me to get out. I refused. I am going to go to my house when my sister lands. Yes I do have a house nearly everywhere. Go ahead call me a spoilt bitch. 'Cause you don't know shit about my life.

I apologise that was too mean of me. I am just hurted. By the man who promised me something and broke it. I should have been expecting something like this. Of course he would get bored of me for not fucking him. That's what all males want. To have sex. I don't care about how blunt I am right now.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP" I scream. They stop knocking but I know they are still there.

"Go, go away I don't care. Go fuck in the party. Just go the fuck away" I shout every word with venom in it.

I hear them move away. Which was better. Except I hear Zayn say "don't fall back in the dark Emily" and walks away.

Fuck Zayn and is fucking quotes.

"UGH!" I punch the wall with all my force. Yet it didn't hurt. I felt cold blooded once again. As if my heart was gone. I wore my black clothes I use to wear. Which was just ripped, skinny, black jeans, a black vest, a black lather jacket and my black converses. Yes I know everything is black. I put my hair in a pony tail. I walked down the stairs ignoring everyone's questions.

I ran and ran I don't know where. I just needed to get the house.

As I was walking I heard foot steps behind me. I turned around to see who it was. I didn't see no one. I took in my surrounding and I noticed I am in a alley way. I panicked. Rapidly, I ran not knowing where I was I just wanted to get out the alley way.

A hand grabbed my arm and put a hand on my mouth- preventing me from screaming. I panicked even more. I struggled against the person. I bit the person's hand and elbow the person's stomach. (Lets just say it is a male)
He grunts and let's go. I take this as opportunity and punch his face and kick him where the sun doesn't shine at. He fall on the floor. I was pissed. I don't know what over came me. I punched his face repeatedly. If anyone was in my position now they would've ran away. Instead I am punching the shit out this guy. I kicked his stomach repeatedly too. He was coughing out blood and begging for mercy. I showed no mercy. I was willing to kill him. But I didn't. Until I realised what I was doing I ran to go to my house.

I left the guy back in the alley. Blood dripping down from his face. My hand had blood all over it. I opened the door of my house with my vest. Quickly, I went to my bathroom and washed my hands over and over again. Until I was satisfied that it was clean enough.

A sleep is what I needed now. I just needed to forget everything and sleep. Although, it is hard to sleep with a lot on your mind...