youre a god damn liar

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(y/n) p.o.v

i slid down the bathroom wall and sob into my knees. I held my head close to my knees getting flash backs from the day before. From me hitting Ryan to what happened that night. why didnt he care? why did no one love me? All these thoughts rushed into my head and I kept crying. Maybe if I wasn't like this my real family would love me maybe mark would love me..This isnt fair. "THIS ISNT FAIR!" my voiced roared and echoed through the house.

mad p.o.v.

i saw (y/n) sitting there being beautiful like always. I needed her to come along with me. So I was gonna have to risk her trying to leave this house.
"yes (y/n) they think your a whore and a worthless little piece of shit who wants all the attention" she looked at me in terror. oh how i didn't want to see her this way...Or maybe I did. She looked ten times more attractive when she was terrified.

(y/n) p,o,v

i saw him again but this time he was putting me down calling me what i am. i backed up against the bathtub in horror and looking away i stood and looked him in the eyes.no,im not those things am I?the words, Whore and slut ran through my mind making me sob and fall back to the ground.
God how was I so useless

mad p.o.v

i picked up (y/n) by the collar of her shirt and tossed her into the wall still holding onto her shirt. she let out a yelp of pain. i leaned to the side of her and whispered in her ear. "You're worthless to them. They think so bad of you, love. But I? Oh but I love you please trust me know that. I'd always love you. They want you to die and I..I want you." i tossed her into the bath tub and watched her bleed and sulk. I crossed my arms and walked away.

(y/n) p.o.v

i screamed in pain as he slammed me into the tub.
"They want you too kill yourself" my vision was going blurry due to my tears. I layed my head back and sighed and closed my eyes. "You're a god damn liar" then nothing....

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(FLASHBACK WARNING THIS IS A FLASH BACK WARNING FLASH BACK KINDA THING SOWWY )

(y/n) p.o.v

i was only 10...

my parents put me up for adoption...

"(y/n)! YOU ARE SUCH A PEICE OF SHIT YOU WERE A MISTAKE! "

i was abused i was told i want good enough.

"(Y/N) YOU WANNA FEEL HELL?!" the sound of a lighter and a scream filled my head.
i was burned, raped,bullied. Anything you could imagine to be bad.
"YOU'RE WORTHLESS"
"BITCH"
"Piece OF SHIT''
then i was sent away and they found me and i ruined their life.
but i dont care not like i wanna care. Marks done me wrong too...
THEY'RE ALL GOD DAMN LIARS
And I hate them.

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IM SO SORRY ITS BENN SUCH A LONG TIME >1<

I HAVENT HAD INTERNET AND WHAT NOT

but i hope you guys enjoy. like i say every time i'll try my best to update as soon as i can. i know i can for the rest of june cause im leaving town and wont have internet so yah. but i'll update again this summer i promise :D happy summer guys!
(Damn I wish it was summer for me but it's only April -sob-)-2017 L

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