demons. a cryaotic x reader fanfic (DISCONTINUED)

appologies and love.

Ryan p.o.v (the next day)

I wake up groggy so I decided to take a shot shower. Afterwards I didn't feel like eating at all I was to depressed to eat anything latley anyways. I felt bad for bringing up what happened at the restaurant so suddenly to Mark, then going off on him. I put my mask on and headed out to marks place to apologize. It was so hot out side, I was inside my cold house for so long I forgot it was summer. I also feel bad for (y/n) because her summer is almost up and when summer is up they are going back to Ohio, but I Cant let that happen I need her with me there's just something about her makes me happy when I'm around her. I finally arrived at marks place and knocked on the door. Mark opened the door and I waved lightly trying to be polite.

"Hey Mark look I'm Sorry about the other day I know what I did was wrong but I just knew you should know because she is your sister".

Mark p.o.v

Ryan started apologizing. I felt bad for the kid, I know this happening to (y/n) put alot of pressure on the both of us. I don't know if I should except his apology  or not, if anything I should start listening to him.

"So please mark I would like to forget yesterday and we can start visiting (y/n) every day together and yknow just hang out like old times."

Damn I didn't hear half of what he said and shit, now I really want to forgive him. I let out a sad sigh.

"Okay Ryan. Apology excepted"

Ryan hugged me and I hesitated​ to hug back but I did.

"Thank u mark"

I chuckle.

"It's not a problem Ryan"

Ryan p.o.v

After a couple of days of hanging out with mark and visiting (y/n) It was a Tuesday and it was hotter then fuck out side. Summer was really hot this year but I wasn't out side much to notice it. Sometimes I think this summer might have been more fun if (y/n) didn't have that accident. Would we have bonded? Been together? or would I have just been friend zoned the whole time? I walked over to Mark's house with some snacks and I knock on the door and he answers admedietly.

"Hey Ryan you ready?"

I give a reasuring nod and Hold up the snacks.

"I even got snacks for when we get hungry at the hospital"

I smile slightly and we get in the car. I take my mask off and wipe the sweat from my face. I thought to myself and I had been thinking for a while and today was the day I told mark how I felt about (y/n).

"Hey mark?"

I try to stay calm and not think about the possibilities of this going wrong.

"Hm? Is something wrong Ryan?"

Mark looks at me then back at the road and I shake my head and I sweat a bit.

"Mark I need to tell you something... promise not to freak out?"

Mark nods keeping his eye on the road.

"I like... no love your sister I know I barley know her but when I am around her I feel so happy....and that's the only reason I touched her thigh I was reaching for her hand but she moved it so I accedently touched her thigh."

Mark kept his eye on the roa and he stayed silent until we got there. Once we got in and sat down Mark spoke.

Mark p.o.v

He has feelings for (y/n) just fucking great. Once we get to the hospital and Get settled I speak finally to Ryan.

"Ryan...just take care of her better then I did."

Ryan p.o.v

"Ryan just take care of her better then I did

I paused and I could feel the tears bulding up.

"I will mark...I will"

I couldn't help but to cry, until the nurse came in that is.

"Guys, you need to step out we have to refill her medicine bags and take more blood"

Me and mark both noded and walked out into the waiting room.

(Y/n) p.o.v

I still felt empty; like I was nothing, I couldn't feel my body, I felt numb. It seemed the longer I was "dreaming" the more numb I got. I have weird dreams alot now. Like never ending and I wonder if I'll wake up soon. It's like I have a dream within a dream then I stop dreaming then dream again. I could see the background appearing it looked like a hospital room?! I appear in the room sitting in a chair. I stand and look around there's someone in the hospital bed and shocker it was me. Why was I in a hospital bed? I could see myself awaken and a nurse runs out the room. I stay in the corner of the room and watch. The dream consists of me getting up and Mark runs in saying something. I couldn't really hear anything but static but from what I could tell was I love u and..I'm Sorry? Why would he be Sorry for? Ryan also ran in a little while after with his mask..off? He was crying, Mark stepped away from me and I hugged Ryan he was also apologizing, But why? Ryan looked so different with out his mask...he had blue eyes and a beautiful smile. I wanted to hug them both so bad right now but I couldnt. Why couldn't I? I want out! I wanna see mark and Ryan in person and be able to touch them and hug them. That was all I wanted I then could feel my fingers I was losing the numb feeling and the dream faded and I could see again. I was blinded by a bright light...the hospital room!? why was I here I wanted answers but I know what came next. I saw the nurse run out the room just like the dream. I felt crazy but I knew it was real. I got up and felt the floor it was cold and hard. I tried to keep my balance and I saw Mark. All I could think about was how I already saw this coming it wasn't normal. Mark Hugged me tight.

"I'm so so so Sorry (y/n) I love you and I'm glad your alive I was so worried I don't know what I would have done with out you! I'm so so so SO so Sorry"

I couldn't speak my voice wouldn't come out so all I Could do was give a reasuring nod. Ryan then came in crying and with his mask off just as I predicted. Mark backed up a bit and I hugged Ryan before he could hug me.

"(Y-y/n) your Okay I'm so Sorry for what happened at the Restaurant I'm just glad your Okay I was worried sick knowing I did this to you"

I hugged him tighter and looked up at them.

"Ryan you didn't cause this and neither did mark..I might not know what happened but this was my fault. It was my actions and moves that caused this. So both of you don't blame yourselfs. I love you guys"

I hugged them both and cried a bit. The nurse comes in and Shoos the boys out so I could get my clothes on and stuff. I couldn't beleive they were letting me go home I think they trusted mark and Ryan to take care of me since they did good enough while I was out of it. Once mark got my medication needed from the doctor we headed home we all three ate a big and happy meal and I went straight to bed but i couldn't sleep and to my eyes surprise I had something coming....

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