Can't Lose You!

Chapter 6

Wins POV

"Happy birthday to you.... happy birthday to you.... happy birthday little Winnie happy birthday to you. "

I heard my cousin's voice in my dream today. She wished me as if it was my birthday. Is it not? What's the date today? I try to open my eyes but as usual, it's dark. I'm numb and can't move a muscle. It's become a daily routine now. I sleep, and I hear the doctor talk. I hear nurses' tired voices. Sometimes I hear my mother's voice too. It hurts how she begs the staff to let her stay with me for  long. I try to wake up! Scream! But nothing works.

"It's the first time you ignore me like this. It hurts Winnie"

I again heard my cousin rose speak. I can sense her pouting at me.

"Won't you atleast look at her?"

Mom

I wanted to wake up! I wanted to hug them. Tell them how much I miss them. I want to let them know I'm trying. But I can't!

"I brought you a present."

I heard her trying to bargain. They got my silence as their answer. With a sigh rose continued.

" You said you wanted a new guitar right? Look what I got...."

I didn't get to hear as their voices started to fade in the air. I felt like I was flying. My body started getting as light as feather. I was flying! Then suddenly my body became heavy and I see myself falling from the sky, approaching the ground.

Authors POV

Win stirs in his sleep with his chest heaving with ragid breath. He suddenly wakes up to find himself in brights arms. Startled, Win quickly sits up with a jerk. Bright comes to wins bed room at the middle of the night hoping to spend some time with his supposedly lover. He had searched for ways to please his partner and was shocked at the sources. There were millions of videos on how to please your partner. Bright spent his entire evening looking at the videos from porn site. From kissing to penetration. He found some very painful methods as well. However he planned to not use them on win as he couldn't bring himself to hurt win in any way. He felt too precious! When bright sneaked into wins room in midnight, he was already expecting him to be asleep. He scooped into the bed with win bringing him close to him. He burried his face into his neck and sniffled him.

Win was driving him insane!

Win wasn't normal. Bright assumed he was some tortured kid who is also dealing with some sort of depression. But the truth was far from it. But he didn't care. Having Win like this was all that mattered.

Win looked at Bright dumbfounded!

"What are you doing here?" Win couldn't hide the coldness in his voice. He was already scared of him and decided to keep his distance. Bright's gaze fixed on win as he stares at him still lying on his bed. He suddenly sits up matching his level ruffling his own hair grogilly. Win waits for an explanation.

"I wanted to be with you!" Bright simply states giving butterflies to win as well as himself. He can't beleive he is saying this to win. Whereas win being the straight man couldn't understand why he is feeling this way. His cheeks turn red feeling heat rushing through his body. He looks up only to see bright observing him.

What the hell

"Well....I.." win was loss at words. He didn't know how to reject bright. Bright who watches him quiver, quickly lean's in kissing him softly. Wins eye's widened in surprise not due to the kiss but due to the pleasure he received everytime his lips attached to his own. Win must admit bright has gotten better. Just yesterday he seemed like he didn't know what he was doing, but now......