Mine // Harry Styles

Chapter 2

Childhood place

I plop down on the couch and I turn the tv on. Audrey and Ari is here because it's movie night, which we haven't had in a while even though I practically live with Ari.

"So... Rose what do you think about the new boy." Ari smirks, taking a sip of her drink.

I roll my eyes and I smile.

"Oh wait I know, I bet she's thinking about crawling in bed with him then doing the... you know." Audrey laughed making a face.

"What!? No! , I don't even know him like that, all I know is that his name is Harry and might I add, he's very attractive." I smile just thinking about his perfect- , woah I need to slow down a bit.

I lay my head in Ari's lap and I put my feet on Audrey's lap. I turn my attention to the movie about to play on the screen. We're watching oculus and honestly I don't know if it's good. It's something about a mirror and I guess it has a curse on it.

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"I'm never looking in a mirror again." We all say at the same time. We were serious to.

"Great now when I go into the bathroom I'll be too scared to look in the mirror, thanks Ariana for picking out this movie." I huff, standing up walking into the kitchen. I hear Ari chuckle behind me.

I forget why I walked to the kitchen so I leave back out and walk back in. You probably think that's weird but it helps, seriously. Came in here for s snack, how could I forget that?

I grab a whole jar with gummy bears in them and carry them in the living room. We eat them and watch another movie.

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I wake up from my horrid dream, my hand covering my chest. I feel that I'm sweating. I see that it's only 2. I should get in the shower then go back to sleep? Yeah.

I grab my towel and go into the bathroom. I turn the water on and I step in, the hot water hitting my back. Harry, I've never seen someone so attractive and charming. I don't know it's something about him that makes me want to know him more, he seems like an interesting guy.

After about 10 minutes I'm out of the shower, I head to my room and put on some boy shorts with a long t shirt, which didn't really work out since I'm tall.

I climb back in my bed, drifting off to sleep.

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I get out of my very comfortable bed and I get dressed. A pair of dark blue skinny jeans with a plain white shirt? sounds dressy. Hint the sarcasm. I put a bit of makeup on, just mascara that's all. I yell for Ariana to come on and were off to school, So excited.

I head straight to class after putting my things in my locker. I sit in the desk in the 2nd row since I couldn't see as good. I start to write in my little journal thing until class actually started.

September 2nd - I think im handling things better then usual. Things happen for a reason right? But what was the reason? I don't know, nor will I ever. I guess this is just how life goes. the rollercoaster-

I feel a tap on my shoulder and I stop writing. I turn around and I see Harry. he smiles and does a little wave to me. I return a smile. I close my journal and place it in my bag.
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I decide to walk home today since I'll be visiting the grave. Just one of those days. I clutch my journal in my hand as I kneel down on my mothers grave. I run my fingers over it.

"I miss all of you, so much." this is where I start to sob, uncontrollably. I lay flowers on each of their graves, wiping my tears away.

I whisper a quiet goodbye before leaving, usually I would have stayed longer but I knew Ari would worry.
I walk, staring at nothing but the sidewalk. I don't feel like going home yet.
I go to this place, a place I always go. it's calm and peaceful, It gets things off of my mind.
I sit down on the soft grass, placing my bag next to me. I stare at the beautiful sights in front of me.
I look around when I hear the sound of leaves being crunched from behind me. I stand up when I see no one. I furrow my eyebrows, grabbing my bag , walking to where it was coming from.