TW :: SUICIDE and MENTIONS OF BULLYING
ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ
Isn't it stupid? How I thought I was doing it to protect you, to prepare you for the worst.
Isn't it stupid how I thought that you were fine, I didn't think I would go this far.
I didn't think that I, Ena Shinonome, was the reason for Mizuki Akiyama's suicide.
It started with harmless rumors, then it escalated to cyberbullying. Each day became worst than the last, I didn't know the harm I was doing to you, I didn't know the pain I was causing you.
Your eyes were always filled with empathy, empathy towards...
me?
Why do you look at me like that?
Those pink eyes of yours still haunt me to this day.
The way you smiled with your eyes, the way you looked at me, the way you acted towards me as if I never hurted you.
I didn't know I was falling for you.
A day came, You saw a vase with a flower in it.
How did we get here?
Why did I have to go that far?
Was it pride?
What was it?
Why did I do it?
That flower in the vase became your last straw pushing you to do it.
A coincidence wasn't it?
We ride the same train home.
Yet you didn't even get to reach the doors.
𝙉𝙤𝙬, 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯 𝙖𝙗𝙮𝙨𝙨 𝘰𝘧 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙧,
𝙈𝙞𝙯𝙪𝙠𝙞 𝘼𝙠𝙞𝙮𝙖𝙢𝙖 𝘫𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙘𝙧𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜.
The colors faded from my body as I tried to reach for you but I was then stopped by others from doing so.
I prayed for all the gods out there to wake me up from this nightmare.
What bothered me the most was that You jumped in...
with a smile.
As if you're thanking me.
That smile...
Those eyes...
I hate it.
I hate the fact that you made me realize how much I loved you.
I hate the fact that it only came by flooding when you're gone.
Mizuki, I still am mourning your death to this day. I've always brought flowers to your seat as I reminisce about you. You were always so cheery, like a ball of sunshine.
No matter how they always talked bad about you, you never let them bother you.
but when it was me,
Why?
Why did you do it?
Mizuki, it hurts...
This guilt is eating me alive Mizuki...
I probably deserve this.
"𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤."
The brunette looked back, she sees none other than Mafuyu Asahina.
Mafuyu wanted to hurt Ena, like how Ena did Mizuki but knowing Mizuki, She wouldn't want someone getting hurt or being blamed for her passing.
What hurt more is that, although she can slap Ena right now or make her suffer as Mizuki did.
In her heart, she knows that she can't bring Mizuki back.
She didn't know what drove her to be enraged just by the sight of Ena, Mizuki wasn't someone other than her classmate. Mizuki wasn't someone other than a person that she passes by,
right?
She was just a cheerful girl, she was sweet, kind, caring...
Then why,
Why was she so hurt?
"𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩 𝘴𝘰 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝."
"𝘖𝘩, 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙚."
The time passes, but it never got better.
Ena always had a look of despair in her eyes, as if she was being eaten alive by the guilt never seeming to end.
I tried so hard, for your sake Mizuki.
I tried hard as might to forgive her all for your sake.
"𝘚𝘦𝘦𝘮𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝘢𝘴 𝙮𝙤𝙪." muttering under my breath as I seethe in rage upon glancing at her as she mourns.
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𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗂𝗍 𝗵𝘂𝗿𝘁𝘀. - enmzmf -
Fanfiction"A flower vase placed on the next target, and the one who started it... was me." A Shoujo Rei inspired tale where Mizuki Akiyama was picked on by Ena Shinonome. Some say Mizuki saw something in Ena that only she saw, yet that thing led to her downf...
