Bullied {M.E}

Why?

After Faith took me to my class I was already wanting to leave. This is one of my classes I have with Matt And he SITS RIGHT NEXT TO ME!!!! Why and we are partners because the desks are connected.

He always try's to be rude and touch my leg and my thighs. I always tell him to stop but he never does.

The bell rings telling us that class was starting and if you are not in class you better hurry your ass up

  I slowly say in my seat next to Matt who was already staring at me.

Right when I sat down he put his hand in my thigh and I tried to move it but his grip got tighter. "Matt stop now!!!" I say in a whisper/yelling voice" "never"

He whispered back. "Just leave me alone you do this everyday and I am tired of this." "Hey you know you like it, I know you have feelings for me" he said with a smirk on his face.

"I have never liked you and I never will, and why would I ever in the world like my bully." I whisper trying not to get In trouble.

"Well you know what I will never stop hurting you because you deserve it and I am the only one who has the courage to hurt you" He whispered in a angry tone

I was about to make am the worst choice in the world and talk to him after school and tell him about my dad. "Matt can we just talk after school." I whisper in a nervous tone.

"Sure anything for you babe" He said with a grin across his face.

(After school)

It was finally the end of the day and I was about to tell Matt what has been happening. I don't know why I am going to but maybe it will make him stop. I mean if I am getting hurt so much at home then maybe he won't hurt me at school.

Then again if this back fires I am just going to get bullied even more.
After a while I finally see Matt walking to me still with that grin across his face.

"So what did you need to talk to me about" He said in his normal deep voice.  "Well I am probably making the biggest mistake but there is someone else who has the courage to hurt me" I say very quietly.

"ok then who?" He asks with no emotions "Well... My dad he abuses me and hurts me every morning. I have so many scars and he has done this to me since I was little. That is why I have tried to kill myself but I never would work. I would alway end up being ok but inside I was not. And everyone hurting me at school dose not help this at all. So please Matt"

He just stared at me and did not say anything but finally he spoke. "Well guess what...." He came so close to me so our body's touched we where so close that you could smell his minty breath

He came close to my ear and whispers. "That changes nothing my love" he gently nibbled at the end of my ear "your going to wish you said nothing babygirl"

He just stepped back and had a evil grin on his face then he walked away. What have I done he was right I should have never told him.

What have I done? What will happen now?