I walk away quickly All these thoughts floating through my head I can't take it. Why would I ever tell Matt that!! I'm so stupid!
I don't get it I just want everything to change. Why can't I just move away and leave this school, my dad would not care. Maybe I should just run away and never come back. But where would I go?
Oh ya no where I would just be on the streets so that option is out. Why can't I just talk to my dad? He would hurt me if I did that so that is out too.
So this shows me that there is no other options so I just have to live life until I die. I don't know when that will be but it might be soon.
No I can't do that to myself again, I have tried so many times but it never works. Maybe there is a meaning behind why I am still walking on this earth. What ever.
I start walking home getting ready for my after school beating then my before bed beating. Maybe one of these days it will kill me. No he would not go that far. I don't think he would.
I finally arrive at my house and I was about to walk into my house but then someone grabbed my arm.
I shake their arm off quickly andI turn around to see my mother.
I have not seen her in so many years. The last time I saw here I was only 4 years old
(FLASHBACK)
"Mommy why do you have to go." I say with tears in my eyes
"I'm sorry hunny but I have to" She said in her normal clam voice "Will you be back?" I ask while giving her one last hug.
"Don't worry I will be back some day princess" She said still all calm "Promise?" "I Promise Jane."
(END IF FLASHBACK)
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Bullied {M.E}
FanfictionJane is the girl who always gets bullied in school for being a suicidal girl. The thing no one knows is that her real story is terrible, she is being abused by her parents and can't get out of it. Jane just try's to stay in a corner and not talk bec...
