THUG NEXT DOOR

chapter 13

Tyrese pov

I am so used to shit going wrong before ,that nothing going on outside that wall scares me. I've been secretly watching cynthia under my eyes, as she jumped , shake , tremble and make quiet shrieks under her breath. She looks so scared and helpless, and for the little while i've known her she's always been happy. Even if I later found out she was just faking it. She was trying so hard to keep that little strong act going ,she was trying to convince me she is ok . God every little jump she did , i wanted to hug her. squeeze her in my arms ,until there was no air left between us. I wanted to show her that I can protect her stubborn little ass. I was scared to touch her,i was afraid i was falling for her . She made me feel so different,just by kissing her i could tell that if we had sex ,it wouldn't be sex at all.I'd make love to her, i'd kiss her from the tip of her mix colored ,caramel hair to her partly well done toes . I wanted to trap her between me and the wall and just open her legs and dive in. I wanted to kiss her slowly on her tights and drag my tongue from there until i met her second tongue and had a tongue war.God i've kissed many girls,hoes,girlfriends and never been satisfied with just a kiss before. Her kiss was the one that mattered, the one that gave me my first butterflies . I didn't hear what the guys were saying but I somehow tuned in right when they said "maria was going to get kill".I look across at cynthia, and i saw tears running down her eyes . That's when she broke . I stepped closer to her working hard with self control ,pulled her close and hugged her so tight. I didn't want to let her go. Her warm tears soaked through my shirt,I didn't like seeing her like this .I cared.............but way too much . I didn't know why . I kissed her forehead , cause i know the feeling of losing your mother .

"Let me go ,please", she put her palms on my chest and try to gently push me away. I thought about it for a while .Instead I remover her hands from my chest and pulled her closer, moved my face closer to her ears and whispered "No". I know she felt chills , I felt her tremble. I loved it , that I made her feel that way. I expected her to struggle, get stubborn, quietly yelled at me . She shocked me. "Good I didn't want you too ", she replied with shakiness in her voice and new tears forming down her eyes . Just when I thought I figured her out, she suprised me . She is so unpredictable . When it comes to hoes , girlfriends and others , it always easy to figure them out . Those who wants to be famous, thirsty for attention has one routine. I could tell you what every girl i've messed with is doing at the exact moment i'm with cynthia, if their not dead or have changed.

"I never want to let you go ", it slipped out before I can take it back . She looked at me , put her hands on my face and started stroking my cheeks with her thumbs. My hands was on her waist , I wanted her to move them to stop her from making feel so emotional from just touching me , but I couldn't move . I was numb by her touch , her warmth , her nearness. I simply stroked her waist with my thumbs and stare into her hazel eyes . " You mean it ", she ask lowering her head and moving her hands from my face. I felt happy and dissapointed that her hands were no longer touching me . " I really mean it, it slipped . I didn't want to tell you, I really mean it ", I replied truthfully knowing she was referring to my previous phrase. "I never want to let you go either ", she smiled sincerely at me but still with sad eyes . "and thanks for rescuing me ", she added as she started stroking my face again. I smiled at her " rescuing you is what I do best ", I replied back to her as I pulled her even closer into a hug and I wanted to stay like this forever , never letting her go .

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH"!!!!!!!!!!!!

Is cynthia and Tyrese a couple now???

I need a ship name if they end up beign together, let me know in the comments ............

Drop them cute ship names