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Tyrese mind just dragged the word school . schoooool.........danm bruh school ..........with normal kids who knows nothing about drugs .....who im sure have they little wannabe gangs everywhere "and for fuck sake , I'm gonna have to put up with the prove yourself bs . the constant fighting for attention "! He thought this part out loud almost yelling . That's the reason I left school ma. So I don't hurt these little fuckers .only thing I will have in common with them is the age . Tyrese head started hurting from thinking .so he unconsciously started speaking out his thoughts . "every school I've gone too , I've dropped out . every gadanm one .I can't keep doing this school shit .honestly I'm tired .another drop out waiting to happen "! He said frustrated as he put both his hands over his face . ma you trying to put me behind bars he thought once more as he layed down . "nigga don't drop out " , his dad voice frightened him a little but not so much to show emotions . "dad ,what the hell do you want "? The way tyrese felt at that moment he didn't have time for his dad crap . "listen , shut the fuck up .I'm being a dad right now ". Tyrese thought of a comeback but kept it to himself because God knows the man tries . Beckam gave out a sigh and started speaking " don't drop out , she don't know what else to do .she won't move you from the streets mostly cause she can't but she wants something better for you .she knows eventually she will lose me or you or us both so she's trying to be Strong. Don't let her down tyrese she has too much faith in you .when you find the right girl you'll understand how hard it is to watch her get upset and you can't do nothing but at the same time you want to do everything to make her happy . than youll understand how I feel .she has faith in you don't drop  out nigga ,don't let her down ", he finished as a teardrop slides down his cheek . Tyrese knows the love his father has for his old miss but he  wanted to make him feel better . " niggas don't cry and we don't show emotions ", he spoke to his old MAN as he lands a friendly punch on his shoulder . "no .....but man cries , especially watching the woman you love cry everyday and she is always hurt because she knows she will lose us someday but focused on that so much that she's depressed . I won't only cry , for her I'll make a river ", he replied as he walk out the door . "dad"! Tyrese called after him . beckam stopped but didn't turn and tyrese knew why .he didn't like people seeing him so emotional ."I won't drop out . I promise you and ma that ". His old man turn around tears and all and manage to fake a smile "I believe you tyrese .make us proud and don't get kill ". At that he left and tyrese layed back on the bed ....at least its a great place to get hoes  tyrese gave a final thought as he fell asleep .

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