Conan Gray Imagines

🌪 This Could Be a Disaster 🌪

WARNING: Please do not read this chapter if you are sensitive to overthinking or if it overwhelms you too much! Thank you!

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Let me just set the scene;
Y/N and Conan have been best friends for 2 years now. They are trying to stay in college for as long as possible. They are working to get a bachelor's degree at least. Each one's goal is to get their PhD, but would be satisfied if for any reason they had to drop out, with only a bachelor's.


Y/N's POV:
          Me and Conan have been friends for a while now. I've had huge feelings for him ever since we met at the café. He's been extra nice to me lately (Even though, he is  the nicest person I've ever met.) so I don't know if he likes me back. That's probably not the case though because everyone I  like never likes me back. They always like this one girl named "Heather" and Conan probably does too. She apparently went to Conan's high school and is going to UCLA with us now. I wish I were Heather. But should I tell him? Will this just make our friendship weird? What if he doesn't like me back and it breaks me too much? What if my other (fake) friends notice and send me to another therapist? Why would he ever kiss me? I'm not even half  as pretty. He probably gave her his sweater. I guess it's fine, it's just polyester. But he probably likes her better. Jesus Christ, I wish I were Heather so bad. Also like, what if he gets scared because of his commitment issues and ghost me when I tell him? WAIT! SHIT. We were going to go the beach tonight! Should I tell him then? I don't know. I'll figure it out when we get there and see if I get the vibe.

Conan's POV:
          I've been in love with Y/N for a while now. We're going to the beach tonight and I think that would be a good time to tell her. There's a girl named "Heather" that I went to high school with and is going to UCLA with us. Everyone likes her and Y/N probably does too. The first time we met at the café, I walked in and she screamed something. I didn't really hear her because it was pretty quiet and than she yelled and I got scared and jumped a little. I think  she yelled, "BUT I WAS GAY!" I don't think she knows that I remember it and she probably thinks about it all the time and is embarrassed. (She always overthinks things. Especially things that already happened, but I don't mind.) Anyways, It just made me feel good that she doesn't like any other guys. Even if she likes other girls, I won't have to be as jealous as I would if she likes another guy. If she likes Heather, that's a different story because everyone I liked in the past had rejected me for Heather. You can imagine I'm traumatized from that. But like, what if she does like Heather? What if she likes Ashley ? What if when I tell her, she runs away and ghosts me because of her commitment issues? What if I loose her as my best friend? What if she freaks out and then we're looking it all at the critical chapter where I say I love her and she doesn't say it after? No, I'm going to tell her. Even if it ruins my life like always, maybe it will go well. It's all or nothing. And -98% confidentiality for me.


❗END OF POV ❗

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Conan picks Y/N up from her dorm and they drive to the beach

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Y/N's POV:
           We get to the beach and I got the vibe. I'm going to tell him that I really really like him. I'm really nervous but I'll push through it. I think it would be pretty if I tell him at the sunset if he likes me back but he'll think it's weird if I tell him at the sunset and he doesn't like me back. He'll think I'm trying too hard and it'll get weird. Plus, he has to drive us back to UCLA after. If he doesn't like me there will be awkward silence. I know him. When he's uncomfortable he likes to listen to music with headphones, he hates being uncomfortable while listening to music out loud with  people. Anyway, hopefully the sunset goes well.


Conan's POV:
         I drove us both to the beach and I started to feel like today would be a really good day to tell her. I think it'll be best to tell her at the sunset. I'm really nervous. I know I will just get rejected. I've never not  been rejected. She's really pretty but maybe, she'll turn into the next "Heather". I mean, she is  everything that Heather is and more. She's beautiful, intelligent, kind, stylish, everyone likes her (even though she feels like no one cares about her), and everything in between. If I get rejected, I will have to drive us both back and it will be super awkward. Anyway, hopefully, it goes well.


Y/N's POV:
         It will be sunset time in about 5 minutes, and me and Conan are having the best time. I don't want to ruin this moment. My heart is starting to beat faster and faster as "the time" gets closer and closer. My past girlfriend was just a bitch. She pretended she loved me and after about 2 months, she ghosted me. I only saw her at school and when I tried to talk to her, she ignored me and was on her phone. Now, when I run into her at the store or something like that, we smile at each other and keep walking. Shit, I'm getting off track again. It's 2 minutes 'till sunset now and Conan keeps looking at me like he wants to say something but he looks scared. Oh no! 1 minute! 60 seconds! What do I do? "Ok, ok, calm down," I say to myself softly as we both walk out of the water.

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New part coming soon! I am so sorry if I am slow with this. I try to make my chapters longer than some of the chapters on Wattpad and it kind of takes a while. I try to make a chapter every 2-3 days but if I don't, I sincerely apologize.
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