Meant to be loved after all

dear Stranger

Never did I think that we'd get to this point
Enemies to lovers
Strangers once in love
Non existent
Stubborn
Reality struck
Back at it
At times I'd question if we're meant to be
That you're my "soulmate", my 4lyfer as others would say
And countless times
I'd disagree and convince myself otherwise
That no, you didn't belong to be me alone, that I was competing for a space in your heart
Till I eventually gave up
I used the broken remains from my heart to mend our shattered love
Till I ran out of pieces to give
Lost
Overwhelmed
Vulnerable
Eventually...
I forgot who I was
Seconds turned into minutes
Minutes to hours
Hours to days
Days to weeks
Weeks to months
And still we were apart
But this I what I wanted right?
Why am I regretting it?
Or am I?
I've found hope in my hopelessness
I rediscovered a version of me that is ready to love you
What lies ahead we'll be the song we're composing
Hopefully this time we'll get the melody right.