What have I gotten myself into?

One true mate.

-Jax-

I woke up at the usual time and got ready to visit Addison. I hope that I can tell her about her being my own true mate, but she'll probably think I'm lying and go somewhere far away if I rush it.

I'm good with patience, I'd wait a thousand years for her. Though her family might be a problem.

I'll figure it out when I get there, no point in over thinking every little detail.

I get to the shop and I see her working at the register. She looks amazing. She had a very long line today though, I guess I should've expected as much. It is early in the morning.

I sat down at a table and waited for the line to die down. I check my phone as it goes off and see that Axton texted me. He hasn't talked to me in forever, it's nice to hear from him.

'Hey, sorry for not checking in. Emilia and I have been busy. Shes busy with this stray cat she found, she named it Waffles.'

I chuckle a bit to myself. Emilia was a curious girl. I liked her enough as a friend, and it's good that Axton has someone with him.

'It's ok, how are you guys holding up? She still sick or?'

He replied near immediately, I guess he was free for a while.

'No, she's gotten better thankfully. Though she demands we keep the cat as her getting well gift.'

'Let her keep the cat!'

'Fine. She says your the best for agreeing with her'

'I am the best thank you.'

'Have you found someone yet?'

'I finally found her'

'Congrats, what's her name?'

'Addison'

'Good luck with her. I need to go before Emilia suffocates the cat by hugging it too hard.'

'Alright, bye.'

I put my phone back in my pocket and look towards the line, it kinda died down but not really. It was nice I got to talk to him again though.

I see her talk to someone else before coming over to me. She's even more beautiful up close.
" Hey, uh the usual for you?"
I'd rather have you, but for now, that will do I suppose. " That would be good, thank you."
She nodded and left me alone again.

You wanna know the worst part of being a vampire?
Having to feed off people

I know your all going to say 'but you live forever' and all that.

It's not as fun as it's made out to be. But it's not like I can avoid it easily. At least an addict has agreed to offering her blood to me.

Addicts are odd. I don't really understand them or normally seek them out like others do. It seems like a vampire bite is addicting in the same sense drugs are. Though it's proven that it's not as easily overcome. They either die or kill themselves. It's quite sad actually.

But for now I'll have to indulge in Luna's addiction. I'll worry about this later, I should be enjoying the time I have with Addison.

Speaking of which here she comes. She's so cute.
She set my drink down along with the check, " Have a nice day."
I took her hand in mine, kissing the back of it, " You too, mellilla. Thank you." I hope that I can kiss her properly one day.
She gives me her cute awkward smile, before leaving me again.

I finish up my drink before getting up and leaving, heading to where Luna would be.

It's hard to say if she actually has a home or not. She's always hanging out in this ally way, though it is a nice little spot. Tucked away from the rest of the world. She's normally alone but there have been a few times where she had company, which they were all unable to understand the word 'no'. It's also sad to think about how Luna will soon die if this keeps up. I guess the human body can't handle being constantly drained of most of it's blood. Not like she'll stop looking for what she's addicted to if I stop coming to her, so all I can offer her is a painless death.

I come across her, she was wearing her normal outfit of a black hoodie and jeans. I'm not sure if she has any other clothing. She smiled when she saw me, running to me and hugging me. She told me that I was late by a day, of course she would keep track of my schedule, and I apologized to her so she wouldn't jump on me again.

I don't understand why being jumped on is a popular way to hug someone. Guess I'll never know, not like she would sit around and talk with me. I was nothing but a drug to her. I've grown used to it though.

She keeps her arms around my neck, standing on her toes to do so, she was much shorter then me. She flipped her long hair to the side and leaned up against me.

I wonder if Addison will take this role. Though I don't want her too, I'd rather keep her alive as long as possible, and it's not like blood bags will keep me fed forever. I guess I could always go back to feeding off random people, but with that I get distracted and they end up dying. I suppose I could-

I was brought out of my thoughts as Luna flicked my head, " Hey snap out of it. Your staring behind me like Jesus himself is there."
" Um, sorry. I got lost in thought again." This happened often, she didn't like it but never left.
I needed to get my day dreaming under control. And my blood lust. Maybe there was a way I could do both at once, and then-

She flicked me again, glaring at me as she expected something other then me daydreaming.
I really need to get this under control.
I take a breath and hold her, biting her and feeding.

It's an odd feeling. I wouldn't call it pleasure but it's not a bad feeling either. Best way I could find to describe it was like eating your favorite food but that usually bring up a lot of questions I don't want to answer. All I know is that sometimes it is hard to stop.

She's offering it to me, why can't I take more?

I should leave her alive.

After a few more minutes of arguing with myself I let go of her, licking her wound clean before backing away.
She smiled at me, sitting down and leaning against the wall.
I went back to my home, trying to get some work done and relax.

I will never understand how addicts work or why I can't live off of blood bags.

Though sometimes getting rid of drunken jerks for my friend is definitely something fun, though they don't taste the best.
Eh 50/50 thing I guess.