A Rant and An Apology

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Supposedly I'm not a real fan for being mad at Zayn?

I was sad when he left. I felt bad for him feeling stressed and wanting to be normal.

I stressed out to the fact that he had lied and was actually starting a solo career, but I still trusted him.

Naughty boy bashed us and disrespected us and he didn't do anything. The other 4 came to the rescue but without Zayn. But I still liked Zayn.

And then in these past few days, Zayn decided to bash Louis. OUR LOUIS. His best mate Louis.

And I snapped.

Isn't that a completely normal reaction?

I stood with him for all this time and I ignored the lies and the heartbreak that he caused, but all he did was side with Naughty Boy.

I stood by him and the band for five whole years, and then me being mad at Zayn for disrespecting and lying to us time after time makes me a fake fan?

No.

I am a Directioner.

I will stand by the boys until they give me a reason not to.

Zayn gave me many reasons not to, but I stood by him until I couldn't take it anymore.

So please, DO NOT call me a fake fan.

5 years is a long time to be devoted to a band.

I hope this message clears some stuff up about my last update.

I also hope that I haven't offended any of you because I literally love you all even if you don't think I do sometimes.

I hope all this stress and stuff will stop soon honestly. I'm really hurting, okay? Calling me mean things doesn't help :(.

I love you all so so much and I hope you will continue reading "Stockholm Syndrome" but I understand if you don't want to. I hope you all forgive me for having an opinion.

I hope you all forgive me for being myself.

I just can't lose you all. You are my family. I love you. Don't leave.

#I'mSorrySyndromers

Please forgive me :(

-K xx

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