Doki Doki insecurities

Literature Lessons

(Jade's pov)

God..who knew poems were so difficult?
Like..i don't suck that much at poem making..

It's just..i can't get any good ideas
Or what structure of poem!
Haiku
..black out poem
Free style..
Like there's so many options!
Why did i join this club anyway?..

I push my chair back, spinning a little, trying to clear my mind

"What to write..hm.."

Oh! i got it..

Dearest Member
You make my heart go Doki Doki in many different ways

I can't even fathom the feelings you bring me

Doki doki..what a weird thing

My heart fluttering with joy

Doesn't look half bad so far!

"Wow..that's not bad.."

Do you even know the things you do to me?

The feelings you bring?

The unexpected feelings i have

The doki doki

..what a weird feeling

"Woah! That's..surprisingly good.."

"Didn't know i could make so something good.."

I put down the pen

And i pick up my poem

"Wow.." i stand up from my chair

Ding!

Eh? Oh..the group chat..

I take my phone out of my pocket and checking the gc

Sayori: guyssss!

Monika: yes?

Yuri: what's wrong, sayori?

Not my problem right now.

I close my phone, throwing it on my bed

I have better things to do.

Ding dong!

Eh-
Oh that must be Natsuki..

I exit my bedroom, heading down the stairs and opening the front door

"Hey Jade."

"Hey Suki."
...

...

"You..ready to bake?"

"I thought we were doing something else?.."

Natsuki perked up

"Oh right!" She walks past me inside my house "did you get everything set up?"

"Yea i did." I close my door and making sure it was locked before i follow Natsuki

"So what's up with you today?" Natsuki asks me, sitting on the couch

"Nothing much..i did write a poem for the club tomorrow."

"Really now? What's it about?" She questioned

"Um...it's..about feelings I've had."

"Feelings you've had?"

"Yes..feelings I've had."

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"W-Well.." i try to say but the anime we're supposed to watch comes on.

...

"Ugh! This take on parfait girls is totally inaccurate!" Natsuki yells

"I agree..it's so inaccurate."

Unbeknownst to me

Natsuki smiled at my response, happy with it

"..."

Natsuki leans her head against my shoulder

I freeze up slightly

Natsuki looks up at me

I look down at her "it's f-fine..i just didn't expect it, ya know?"

She nods

I couldn't believe myself

Do i have feelings for Natsuki?

I don't! I do not-

She looks up at me again with an adorable look

OH NO SHE'S CUTE-

I DO HAVE FEELINGS FOR NATSUKI

NOOOOOOOOO

she yawns

"Y-You tired, Suki?"

She nods, closing her eyes

I freeze up again

Well..

It's Sayori's loss

...I'm not stupid, I've noticed that she's been distant with me

And it honestly hurts..

Natsuki wouldn't hurt me..
I can trust her..

And i hope she trusts me..

Without my knowledge, my tail wraps around her

What the?!-

Grrrr..stupid tail

Natsuki nuzzles my shoulder

Meep!-

S-She's..

I sigh, smiling a bit

I could get used to this..

Yeah..i love this..

New beginnings..