CHERRY BLOSSOM

*14*

Disclaimer again: Ready yourself with tissues.
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Sara was roaming around searching Tina.

"Where she gone? I swear I'll kill Phukong if he did something to her.. "

She searched again, feeling anxious. She saw a familiar figure at drink section.

"Tina.... Oh god... Not again"

She ran to her. She snatched the bottle from her.

"Tina stop... "

"G-gibe me.. "

"No Tina enough... Let's go back.. "

Sara kept the bottle, she held Tina and dragged her upstairs.

"L-lebe... me.... "

Tina thrashed and whined, Sara held her both hands and dragged her inside Tina's room. She closed the door, Tina kept looking at Sara. Sara cupped her cheeks.

"Tina... "

Tina kissed her. Sara became shocked. Tina pushed her to the wall, pinned her. She roughly kissed her, Sara was feeling good but somehow she don't want this. This kiss was indicating something else. Tina pulled away.

"Why did you leave me Mil?"

Sara's tear dropped from her left eye. So it was Mil. She felt her heart stabbed with a knife. She thought she was kissing due to alcohol effect but the effect is different.

"Tina.. "

"Why... Why... WHY WHY WHYYYY WHY THE FUCK YOU LEFT ME... HUH? AM I THAT BAD? YOU LEFT ME WITH PAIN... WHY WHAT I DID TO DESERVE THIS FROM YOU... HUH"

Sara was scared, Tina teared her own dress.

"Tina... Stop"

Tina pushed Sara, she went towards the bed and teared the pillow. She hit the teared cloth on Sara.

"YOU MADE ME LIKE THIS MIL... YOU MADE LIKE THIS... YOU FUCKER YOU MADE ME HATE THE WORD WHICH I ALREADY DID WITH YOU... WHY THE FUCK YOU LEFT ME ALONE... HUH?"

Tina held Sara's collar, pulling her close, gritting her teeth

"Am I bad Mil... Tell me... Am I bad? Was my love that much small huh? Was I bad in bed? Didn't you fucked me enough... What you want from me? Tell me... TELL ME YOU FUCKER HOW SHOULD I SATISFY YOU... "

She again pushed Sara, Sara hit the wall and fell down. Sara was crying.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" Tina screamed. She started hitting her head, slapping her face. Sara immediately stood up

"Tina... Tina stop please... Love please... "

Sara held her tightly, Tina panted hard and looked at her with red eyes.

"W-what did you call me?"

Sara sniffed. She gently held her face

"Love... "

Tina's lips cracked a smile, she started laughing bit by bit. She laughed then started crying. She fell on her knees

"Do you know what's the meaning of the word Mil? You know. .. I... I... Loved you so much Mil... "

Tina was becoming crazy, her hairs all messed up, dress hanging loose from her body.

"Tina... I'm Sara... I'm not Mil"

Tina glared at Sara.

"YOU ARE MIL.... YOU FUCKING BASTARD... YOU CHEATED BEHIND MY BACK.... YOU LEFT ME ALL ALONE AT OUR WEDDING.... YOU MADE A GIRL PREGNANT... YOU TOLD ME THAT... I... I CAN'T SATISFY YOU HUH.... YOU MADE MY LIFE HELL.... ALL I CREATED WITHIN YEARS.. YOU CRASHED ME WITHIN MINUTES.... YOU DESTROYED ME... YOU DESTROYED MY HEART AND MIND.... I CAN'T ACCEPT OTHERS... YOU ARE THE ONLY REASON FOR MY SHITTY LIFE... "