It's been 2 years since you left... And I'm still not over you. I just can't seem to forget you. You're always in the hallway as I pass, never sparing a glance my way.
At first I thought it was because you were ignoring me, but then I realized it was because you didn't even know I was there. You didn't notice me anymore... It was like I was a ghost. I used to be your obsession. Something you noticed above all else, but now, you don't even see me when I'm right in front of you.
So fuck you.
Fuck you for the hurt you gave me.
I was perfectly fine with hating everything before I met you. But then you came into my life. Lifted me up and broke down my barriers. Drained all the hate from my heart and replaced it with desire for you. Desire to be with you every waking moment. Desire to make you smile and laugh and to just be the source of your happiness.
And even though you left me broken, I hope to hell you find someone who'll want to see you smile as much as I do. Because even though you hurt me, I still care about you. The thought of someone hurting you like you hurt me would break me to no recovery.
So fuck you for all the things you did in the end. But even with these words, know that I'll always love you.
It's too difficult to continue this life without you, so this is goodbye. I know it sounds pathetic, but I have nothing to lose or gain anymore. I'm stuck and this is the only way to get unstuck. To finally be free..
- sincerely, the one you hurt
p.s. i'll be where we first met for the next 24 hours if you want to say goodbye back... and maybe, this is a cry for help i sub-consciously made and i'm now just realizing it. a cry for help to the savior who'll never come.
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A/N: I don't know if I'm actually going to continue this story, but we'll see I guess. I'd love to continue it but I really don't have the whole plot figured out; all I have is scraps of ideas :P If you like the story and have ideas on what could happen let me know.
Feedback is always appreciated and feel free to point out any grammar mistakes :)
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Fuck You
RomanceI hated everything until I met you. Then you gave me a reason to lose all the hate in my heart and fill it up with desire for you... Until you left... Leaving me heartbroken and worse off than I was before.
