betrayed | vminkook

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" Ah God" Jimin curse as he finish the cocaine that was on his study table. His shaky hands run through his hair as he look at his handbag checking for another one but- cursed more as he see that it's gone.

Damn , he finished two little packs of cocaine- he never went this far , honestly.

He grip his hair as he stand up but stumble a bit as he  walk out of his room.

He is home alone today anyways, Jin and Namjoon went on a date since 18h30 till now - so he stumble the way as he is busy wiping tye quiet powder on his nose,feeling really better since he took the cocaine.

As he is busy walking to the door,he open it faster only to see Taehyung- who was about to knock- but widen his eyes as him and Jimin made an eye contact.

Jimin's eyes stared at how handsome Taehyung is looking now- with his new red long hair, parted in the middle , wearing a white over-sized shirt tucked inside a boyfriend Jean with his white airforce.

Looking ethereal as always.

" Ta- Taehyung-" Jimin start as he back away away let Taehyung inside,and Taehyung did but not breaking an eye contact. Jimin felt really small when Taehyung keep coming close to him.

Jimin froze on his spot till Taehyung is infront of him. Jimin's heart was beating very fast, his mind telling him that Taehyung is here to have a talk, a ver serious one.

He clench his fists tight looking only at Taehyung's chest, to avoid eye contact with Jim. He can't explain how scared he is right now.

Taehyung- oh god he can see how nevours Jimin is and he doesn't like to see him like that- it- it did something in his heart, it aches his heart to see the younger shaking like this.

" I'm not here to beat you Ji-Jimin" Jimin stay quite as he hear Taehyung talking.

" Im- I'm just here to- to actually face my reality " Taehyung says ,feelings his hands wanting to just hold Jimin's shoulder but he refused to do that.

The fuck,I shouldn't be feeling like this towards him- but I can't help it. Taehyung says in his mind till he start clearing his throat.

" can- we uh-uhm go in the living room? and sit down? jebal. " Jimin nod at Taehyung's politeness then the two walk in the living room to have a talk

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" I'm the last person you ever wanted to see and I understand you for that. Anyone would hate me for what I did to you." Taehyung says truthfully, but this time so nevous to make an eye contact with Jimin who is now staring at him, his eyes not leaving him.

" Jimin, I'm very sorry. I'm sorry- sorry for what I did- i- I- don't know what was in me-me and the anger that came inside me- I tried to control it but took it out on a wrong person " Taehyung's tears flow on his cheeks as he explain.

" The guilt I've been feeling- when  I see how hurt Jungook is- and knowing the reason,agh- I felt so horrible. Especially knowing my boyfriend is in love with my bestfriend" Jimin nod feeling guilty.

" I won't lie Jimin,I'm hurt,I'm sad and I'm guilty- I'm sorry Jimin- I'm sorry for pushing you like that and be that rude to you when you needed me the most " He wipe his tears but there was no use,because they kept flowing.

" I'm sad th-that I only beaten you for a fucking small thing. And our promise-our promise " He look at Jimin with eyes red.

" We both broke it" Jimin furrow his eyebrows but shake his head.

" I did Tae-"

" No, we both did. Because I'm also feeling the same about you"

Silence filled the room. Jimin is beyond shocked right now.

Jimin blink his eyes as he shake his head at Taehyung.

" don't say this just because you pity on me Taehyung " Taehyung's heart ache a he hear jimunn call him by his full name again when Jimin is feeling like he is lying.

" no-no,no,no! not at all! The reason I'm doing this is just tell you the truth about how I feel about you Jimin" he says with broken sigh as he come near close to Jimin then hold his waist- and it made jimin shocked.

" you have a right to reject me because your love.... I don't deserve it. Why? Because I still deny how I feel about you, till now. It feels- it feels somehow right now, and very nice holding you like this but at the same time I'm feeling guilty that- that I have a boyfriend who I touch whenever I want "

" but now- now Jungook confessed how he felt about you. I- I- I was hurt,angry, happy ay the same time that he also feel the same about you but again- I remembered our prmise. " He gripped on Jimin's waist as he sobs uncontrollably.

" I love you so much Jimin- but-but I'm scared if- if this won't work out,I'm hurt that-that I treated you badly whereby I should have been honest about my feelings but I acted like a dick. You are a very nice,kind and  a very pretty person I've ever met in my life and it hurts that now-now I won't be part of your life and for that, I need to respect you"

" Taehyung-"

" It hurts so much but you can be with jungook now- without me. You both deserve each other and I'm just here ruining things. I'm sorry Jimin " And with that he peck Jimin's wet cheek,not caring about the tears.

" Taehyung-"

" Bye Jimin, always know that I love you very very much " Jimin shake his head but Taehyung was already out of the house.

" Aah!" Jimin screamed gripping om his hair as he cries,non stop. All he know is that- he need to talk to him- have a proper conversation with Taehyung.