The fall that changed our life. Oliver WoodxReader

3.Tearless

---Two months later---

You sat on a bench that stood somewhere near the Black Lake.
You saw smoke erupting from Hagrids chimney.
You sat there and did nothing else than concentrating on your breath. You felt like you could suffocate any waking moment because there was a weird pressure that pushed you down every time you felt like you could arise from your position.
A few moments later you heard many feet touching the ground without a rhythm and a few laughs. You couldn't concentrate on your breathing any more when you saw a girl you've never talked to before, but have seen a few times, walking next to a broad shouldered, tall boy with brown hair. The girl was holding a book, you could merely make out which book it was, Quidditch Through The Ages, in her right hand. Her left hand was dangling obliviously next to the boys right hand. They both walked happily towards a few trees and sat down under a tree. You waited for the moment you could see her face, you were quite happy for her that she finally found someone she liked, that was when you saw that the boy smiled at her lovingly... He had brown eyes, a wicked smile, everything look so familiar... it was Oliver.
The pressure that suffocated you was lifted off of you the moment you saw Oliver, but it crashed on you again twice as hard as before. Oblivious of the fact that Oliver could see you, you bundled all of your strength you had at the moment and stood up and walked away... You just walked. Your eyes were stinging and your vision was blurry as you walked somewhere, occasionally banging your feet, arms or legs against something. It was warm outside and probably everyone was outside, but nobody noticed you as you walked obliviously to your destination. You accepted the fact that your environment was getting colder with every step you took. Your tears hit your hands, they were the only source of warmth left. Your tears started to lessen after only a few more steps. But then a sharp pain spread across the back of your head and something warm started to leak down your left arm slowly as you sunk down to the earth, everything blackening, and you falling, alone and helpless, into the sleep you dreaded for so many days, but you weren't sure who would wake you up again.