Last illusion: Kth ✔

chapter 18 :- wish you understood

"Ira is asleep jungkook, lower the volume.
Or wait let me take her to the room she must be uncomfortable here."
He pulled Ira straight and bend his hands under her knees and carried her to their bedroom. She stirred in sleep and opened her eyes."sleep Ira." She felt uncomfortable to be carried."but taeh.."
"Just sleep you have a long day today."
He tucked Ira to the bed and cover the  duvet till her chin. "Sleep" He kissed her forehead and begins to move backwards but Ira held his neck and pecked his lips slightly and turns to other side being all red.
Taehyung was shocked at his place but also felt euphoric that she initiated a loving gesture.
"Please turn of the lights." Ira said curling up on her side.

"Taehyung hyung....."
"Yes .... I'll be there."
With that he left downstairs.

When Ira stepped downstairs towards the kitchen she saw 3 boys laying haphazardly on the big couch of thier living room and there were all mess on the coffee table with soju, beer bottles and pizza boxes.

It was Sunday so she decided to make something good for breakfast. She liked baking so she decided to bake vanilla cookies along with the kimchi pancakes and egg roll she made.
When the breakfast was almost ready she decided to wake Taehyung up.
She went towards the couch and bent down near Taehyung's head and slightly shake his body."Taehyung.... wake up."
"It's holiday Ira. I don't want to wakeup."
"But it's almost 10."
He groaned and begin to wakeup.
He kicked jimins leg and made him stir but not wake up.
"You could ask for blankets atleast Taehyung or use guestroom"
"It's fine. We don't need special treatment for these snoring pigs."

"I heard that."said jimin.
"Me too" said jungkook raising his hand from another couch who have covered himself in cushions due to cold.
Taehyung laughed and looked towards Ira, her hair was damp from shower and she was wearing a pastel green sweater with brown trousers."You look ..... fresh." Said Taehyung with a starry eyes.
"Yes I have just taken shower after preparing breakfast. You all can join it's on the counter ready." She said roaming her eyes towards Taehyungs friends.
With the name of breakfast they both gotup and moved their asses towards kitchen. She giggled at the response.

"You also getup."
"Yes coming in a minute let me just brush first they are pigs I'm not..." Taehyung said with a disgusting expression and moved upwards.

"How is med school Ira?" Asked jimin while stuffing his mouth with soft tofu and kimchi.
"It's good sometimes and sometimes it's tiring." She replied causally.
"Yeah being a doc is hard job."
"I agree." Said jungkook.
"Yes she skips meal all the time and whenever I opened the main door she is either studying or cooking."Said Taehyung.
Ira nose scrunched cutely at herself looking down but Taehyung noticed and smiled.

6 months after.

"It's again you overworking yourself Ira. Relax for God's sake."Said Taehyung roaming in their living room with Ira sitting on couch drowning in books.
"You don't know taehyung how much important this exam is for me."
She said putting her small hands on her eyes.
"I know Ira that’s why I'm saying to pay attention to your health of you don't stay healthy... who the fuck will score in it."
She grabbed her books and went to their bedroom closing the door form inside quietly.
"You are so stubborn Ira. You never listen."
She shouted and picked car keys and left the house.

After 3 hours. Taehyung came from his office and kept his laptop on the bedside table. When he moved towards kitchen to get a bottle of water he saw Ira with headphones, humming the song and baking vanilla cake.
"How much of a sucker you are for vanilla.
I literally have something of this in a day."
Taehyung said crossing his hand on his chest and looking at Ira. Which obviously she didn't heard due to earphones.
Taehyung sighed and waved his hands towards her eyes bending a little from behind which caused her to jolt back and land in his arms.
He removed the headphone from her head and asked deeply again in her ear.
"Now you don't have  an exam when you want to grab your vanilla anything for your little mouth." He turned her and  she took a deep breath realizing, he is not a intruder but her sweet husband.
She smiled and left the wisk in the batter, wrapping her both hands on her husbands neck.
"I'm sorry." She said pouted. Taehyung grabbed her plum lips with his index finger and thumb. He leaned and press a hard kiss on her lips.
"Sometimes you make me insane."
She frowned."It's just the first time we have the fight. We are pretty civil with each other don't you think."
"It's not about fight Ira, you were being very anxious with your preparation. The anxiety was making you nauseated and you threw up the whole dinner last night."
"Will vanilla cake cope up with you apology."
"It can with the promise of taking care of yourself."
"Sure Kim why not."
She giggled and returned a sweet kiss to her husband.
"Ok you go take the shower I will now prepare for the dinner."

Later that night when they we sleeping in their bed room.
"Seems like you have had a peace with the cuddles now. Earlier you were peculiar about your personal space so much doctor."
"I don't know you have made me work on so many things which I have not done before."

"For sure I guess." He runs his long fingers on iras exposed hands. It was quite cold outside but then also they were both lying naked under the comforter. He nuzzle his nose in Ira's neck and smell her sweet strawberry and orange like smell.
"Why do you always smell and taste like strawberries and oranges."
" I used to have these tasty jellies during classes it helps me keep my sugar level stable."He bite her skin slightly on the neck making her hiss.
"I want to be a cannibal and eat your flesh."
She giggled and pushed him aside.
She took her book from the ground which had fallen down due to the sudden interfere of Taehyung in her studies, for doing other stuff.
Keeping the sheets on her chest she opened the book on her legs and began reading.
"God you are seriously studying." Taehyung rose up on his elbow and saw her smiling towards her.
"What do you need to study come here I will teach you everything." He snatched the book from her lap and dragged her downwards again and hovered on her with elbows on either side. She quealed in the attempt and tried to push him away."It's enough Taehyung let me study now its only 9 till now"
He again duck into Iras neck and said "what do you think about a family Ira."

She frozed at the question which she wants to avoid cause she was not ready for this.
"I...I.. don... don't you think it's a bit early to ask this."
"It's not early Ira from the very first  moment I  came to know you, I was sure that I want my kids with this  women." Ira melts at his answer but what can she explain to Taehyung that she was not ready to be a mother. That she don't want to be one.
"I don't see myself as a mother Taehyung." She said closing her eyes.
Taehyung rose from her neck to look her face.
He cupped her face and speaks against her lips."but why Ira. I can't find a more caring and thoughtful person than you. Since our marriage I have admired your personality so much that how much of a good women you are."
"It's you who says this Taehyung not everyone."
"Ira I always wanted to be close to you, to speak your mind to me, but you never do so. Why are you so closed of. We have moments sometimes but other than that I can't figure out whether you're happy or not."
She remained quite. Fighting the urge to not cry. No matter how much traumatized she is from her childhood she never wanted anyone to see her weak side.