The wildflower Lilac

7

Lilacs pov:

I start to hear some noise. I feel like my head is being held down by God himself, good Lord. I can see the light through my eye lids but can't seem to get my eyes to open for the life of me. The noise is muffled though, I can't figure out why I am like this, where I am and who I am with if I am with anyone at all. I slowly start to panic. I can't remember extactly what happened. I remember being in the hospital. That's just about it. Wait, I feel as if I am forgetting something.

I slowly open my eyes. I have to blink a couple times for my eyes to adjust to the lights in this room.

Who the hell makes lights this bright?

After a few good blinks I see a white wall. I try to loft my head up but like I said it feels like God himself is holding it back and it hurts like a mother fucker.

"Bug! Woah woah be careful now, you can't make those sudden movements just yet. Give yourself a minute. I promise your safe I am here no need to worry bug" Ethan says while grabbing my head to place it back on the pillow.

I look around the room with my eyes and see I am in someone's bedroom. Who's bedroom may you ask I have no idea but I can tell you for sure it is not mine.

"Bubba where are we" I whisper. My anxiety has kicked in and now I am terrified on what happened and where am I and why and where is Sam and my cousins and what is happening. I feel my panic raise at all my questions and feel like there's less and less air in the room.

" Just breath bug it's okay, shhhh, everything is okay, remember I won't let anything bad happen you you. We are safe okay? We are at our cousins house, and this is your room, you can decorate it all you want once your feeling better okay?" Ethan says in a calm voice while running circles on the back on my hand.

After a few minutes of deep breaths and Ethan saying sweet nothings to me I calm down. I held onto Ethan's hand the whole time. And that's what the question hits me, where the hell is Sam?

"Bubba" I question Ethan

"What's up bug?" Ethan's coos

"Where is Sam?" I ask him. As if someone had read my mind Sam walks through my door. He had a pissed expression on his face but once he saw me he smiled and look relieved.

"We'll look at what we got here, you finally decided to wake up I see, we were all so nervous about you li" Sam says walking over to me and sitting on the edge on my bed.

"I don't even remember what happened" I said honestly. "I remember meeting our cousins and then being in the hospital but anything else from that day is gone" I say. I look over at Ethan and he has a relieved look on his face. Strange. I look over to Sam and he has a paled expression and almost a pissed one. Stranger.

"Oh don't worry about it bug. Honestly I would just forget about it all together it was so super boring day. You just passes out and we got you discharged and brought you back here. But listen bug okay? I need you to try if not for you for me and Sam to trust our cousins okay? They aren't going to hurt you, they want to protect you just like me and Sam okay? If you ever get scared you just yell and you know me or Sam will be right there for you okay?" Ethan says all in one breath.

I have this strange feeling that Ethan is lying to me. He would never lie me though. He has never lied or broken a promise ever. Also Sam wouldn't agree to this unless he knew it was safe. Well the worrier is Ethan but Sam isn't dumb. Even if Ethan begged and tied to drag me somewhere unsafe Sam would beat him with a rock or something. I trust them both with my life and I don't trust people. I also just want to make Ethan and Sam happy. Because of everything that happened they have gave up a lot for me. So I just want them to be happy and proud of me. I was going say what's the worst that could happened but I don't want to spiral down that path agin.