HE'S ALL I GOT

11

Seokjin watch him packing their things..

"Why do you have to hide everything from me Jungkook?"

Jungkook stop what's he's doing..
But he keep silent. Arguing with him was the last thing he wanted right now..
And If he can be true to himself, what he really wants is...
Something so much insane-

Because he actually  wanted to embrace his husband so bad but his fears killing him..

Jin stared at the sleeping child next to Jungkook..

"Considering our child sake.. this place is unhealthy for her! And Look at both you, you are both paled.. when was the last time you looked in the mirror Jungkooah? You looked sick and thin"

Seokjin turned his gaze at his husband, whose busy packing Jun Ji's needs .. like feeding bottles, diapers , milk, etc..

"If you wait for me that night..
If you let me explain.."

That made His hand to quickly looked at him

"Explain what hyung?"

"Everything! Every single thing that you didn't know.. everything that you needed to know!"

Jungkook looked up and met his eyes
Jin holds his gaze and sighs

"Forget it! "

He walk to where his child was laying before gently carrying him up.. kissing his forehead and stayed like that for seconds like he just found a treasure of his life and he wanted to feel it under his skin.

When he slowly pulled back he stared at the child.. her angelic face, the way she snoring cutely -

God he could lose everything but not this one! Jin kissed him again in the head -

Jk holds his tear as he watch his husband.. Jin wasn't aware he was being watched ... I'm sorry hyung..

"Get to the car when you're done..
There's mosquito everywhere and It's too hot here! Don't make me wait too long Jungkook.. or I'll bring my daughter alone!"

Jungkook just looked down. Holding back the tears in his eyes , this day has been so exhausting! He nods, before Jin gets out of the room. When the door closed, the tears he's been holding runs down freely, was it really his fault , should he let him explain first before deciding to leave? Was he the one whose selfish? Taking away his husband's offortunity of having those precious moment being with his  daughter?.. he hugged his legs with his head shoved on his knees.. he's here because of Jun Ji , Jk. Not because of you!..

Seokjin keep on glancing at him while driving and everytime their eyes met Jungkook had to turn away.
Seokjin never changed , he still that intimidating handsome eye fucker..

He hugged his daughter tighter.. he felt cold .. sitting next to his husband after two long years..

Jungkook was like oh my god! can you calm down??  The thumping of his heart was so wild. He can't even breathe properly..

"We have an appointment to Doctor Park , tomorrow, first thing in the morning... Namjoon already arranged it. I'll be with you , I'm taking a week off, we are going to shop for everything our baby needs. Please list it down, I want it complete."
The way he said..our baby..  brought joy in his heart, Seokjin looks at him..

"At least answer me Jungkook-"

He turned his attention back to the road..

"A yes or no will do...
Let me hear your voice .."

When  Jungkook did not answer, Jin glance at him again, Jungkook was staring outside the window..

"I'm sorry Jungkooah..
Let me make it up to you, let me make it right, this time.."