HE'S ALL I GOT

9

Seokjin came home from a month long business trip in Paris.. he thrown his brief case on the couch, loosening his tie, he seated down ..
frustratedly brushing his face with the palms of his hand..

He stayed like that for some moments before he get the romote control of the wall screen, he opened it ..

The videos of him and jk making love,
Shows on the big screen..

He already watched it a thousand times .. but he never get tired of watching the.footage in their room...

The way jk made love on him that night--

It was like a dream..

The way his loving husband took care of him after they had sex.. after his dead drunk self passed out..

Jk cleaned him, damp him with clean towel, changed his clothes, kissed him on the forehead , on his cheecks and on his lips, he brushes his hair with his hands, he covered him with his blanket , he even cleaned the scattered wine glass he threw on the wall, ..

He picks up his clothes and dressed up before leaving the room..

Before leaving for good-

that was the last time Jk came ..

Its been a year passed..

Once again, tears streaming down Jin's face..

******

1year ago..

About 1month after Jk disappeared.

"I don't care how you do it Ken, but I'm warning you Seokjin wants both of you dead.. I suggest you and your damn bitch wife should get your fucking ass out of this country-
as soon as possible! "

Namjoon called for a meeting with Ken at Bear Caffe, to warn him about how Seokjin actually wants to eliminate both of them..

"He can't do these to us Joonie, we are best of friends! I treated him-"

Namjoon deliverately cuts ken in his most sarcastic tone

"Treat him what?? Brother??"

That words were followed by sort of sarcastic laughter

"Best of friends?? When you just stole his fiance right across his face before his wedding day?? Com'on Ken-shiii
We're not getting any younger for this kind of conversation..
Both of you betrayed Seokjin-ah..
You and your fucking wife already gave him an unbearable pain..
And That Bitch wasn't even end there.. she can't stop hurting your  best friend! .. Jungkook walked away because of her selfish ass.. and what did you fucking do Ken-shiii?? just when he's starting to live their life ..  As his best friend??? What?!.."

Namjoon looks up to suppress the tears that's coming out of his eyes.. he took a deep breath before continuing..

He looks straight at Ken, whose head was already hanging low..

"Did you know how miserable Seokjin had become right now?? For God sake Ken he's been drinking all day.. he's not eating.. he's not talking..
He wanted to die! He's loosing grip ..
Did you know that??!-"

Namjoon closed his eyes..
Same moment Ken tear up, but he bites his lips to stop himself from crying

"He had enough.. Seokjin, Your Beat Friend had had enough! And if you knew what's best for you..
You better leave-
For good- make sure you will never return again ..or I will kill your wife.
My self ."

Namjoon stand up and walks out leaving Ken crying and guilty about Jin's sufferings.

"Jin-shiiiii will you ever forgive me?..
I'm sorry, oh God -
I'm so sorry Jin-shiiiii"

******

"What is this all about Darling?"

Irene looks at all the suit cases Ken was prepared.

Her husband was sitting on the couch waiting for her..

"I already packed your things.. tonight we are leaving for Canada. You better get yourself ready"

"You gotta be kidding, Darling! Com'on I am starving, get up in there and let's eat"

"What did you do Irene? What have you done ?!"

Ken stands up and face her.. as her back facing her husband, Irene turn her ass around to face him

"Can you elaborate what are you talking about Darling? You're getting wierd!"

Ken walk a little closer to his almost irritated wife..

"Seokjin-"

"Oh. So what about that handsome fucker?"

It was Ken's last straw to grabbed her arms harshly

"That Handsome Fucker was my Best Friend!"

But as wicked as s
he's is.. Irene let's out a mocking laughter

"Was, Darling.. Past tense. By the way,
So what about him?.was he kneeling down on you to get me back to him?"
Irene was sarcastically smilling, ken purse his lips. .

"He wants us DEAD!"

****

Namjoon took the bottle away from his friends grip..

"Stop it Jin-ah , that won't help,  we better go home"

Seokjin only shakes his head, he sniff
And laughed once again.. trying to
Get the bottle of wine back

"Whats wrong with me?
Why are they keep leaving me Namjoonie? What the fuck is wrong with me?! Why he didn't even hear me out? Can you-
Can you just... Explain to me Joonie?"

Seeing someone like Kim Seokjin breaking down like this.. It was unbearable to Namjoon, he doesn't even know how to make him feel fine.. when he knows himself that everything happening to him wasn't really fine.

He pulled Jin in a hug, Jin just drop his body on his friend..

"Listen to me Jin.. everything has its own purpose, Irene leaving you made you see that she doesn't deserve you because there was her brother whose been loving you all his life..
And who knows Jungkook just needed time to heal his own heart..
Don't give up Jin. Hold on.. put yourself together until he came back..
And when he do , never let him go again"

Namjoon taps his back, letting him know that he's here beside him..
That he is not alone.

"I need him him here Joonie..
Here beside me.. I need him! I need my husband.. I need him in my life!-
Where did he go??.. "

Namjoon never seen his friend like that..
Like he's helpless.. like he's hopeless..
Shattered and broken into pieces...

"Bring my husband back to me Joonie.
I need him ! I-

I love him"

Those last three words became a whisper like he just.. somehow realized it.. just at that moment