HE'S ALL I GOT

5

In the past four months of Being married to the one you loved most.. Jungkook never felt incomplete.

Instead he was thankful because for him it was a dream come true.

Jin told him to stop working.
He doesn't need to work though..
Being a good husband, he obeyed Jin whole heartedly, besides nothing he can ask for , and way more than that he loves being submissive to his husband.

He use to prepare everything Jin needed . He cooked breakfast before Jin wakes up, he prepares the bathtub, he cooked him lunch and bring it in his office , he prepares dinner before Jin came home.

When Jin reach home ,he always has that cheerful smile in his face before hugging and welcoming him home with a soft kiss in his lips-

Although Jin never kissed him back .. he always gives him a warm sweet smile..then he will ask..

" how's your day ?"

He will answer, while leading His husband to the couch to take his shoes off..

"It's great.. I cooked your favorite dish.."
Or
"Ive been busy baking you some cookies and I made you a strawberry cake"

He will massage his feet..

"Okay we can eat that later . I just have some paperworks to finish.. "

Jin will kiss him in the forehead before going upstairs straight to his home office -

That was Jin's routine every single day.. drowning himself at work..

Jungkook will prepare his favorite meals for dinner , although he'll join him at the long dinning table .. but only to drink his wine and watch him eat..

Jungkook never complained..

He'll stay silent until Jin stands up to go back in his office until midnight or he'll spent the rest of the evening there staring at those picture frames of him and Irene..

He then end up in their bed -

Drunk.

When Jungkook noticed Jin's presence at their bed he will stand up immediately to get a warm water and face towel to clean him up.

He will get him a pair of Clean pajamas and he will carefully change his clothes before he lay down beside him..

He will never forget to whisper  in him slowly how much he loves him..

"Someday the pain will subside.. your heart will heal until then I'll be right here by your side..

Waiting and I don't care how long"

He will kiss him softly and hug him gently ..

That's how the day ends for Jungkook..

It was hypocrisy of  him saying he's happy with the marriage he has..

But he is..

He is more than happier!

****

They've been living together for almost 6months..

"Namjoonie, am I that selfish?"

He's at the club with his assistant and best friend Kim Namjoon..

He's hella guilty with what's he's been doing with his husband , he knows he's being unfair with Jungkook, who did nothing  but gave him love, serve him as a rightful husband..
Take good care of him and give him everything he ask without complaining, shows him respect and treat him like a king..

"Jin, I know you've been through a lot.. whatever Irene did to you is not Jungkook's fault.. stop doing such thing to him.. he may not asking you to reciprocate his feeling for you but atleast show him what he deserves.
You're not just being unfair Jin-
But you're acting like an asshole to your loving husband..
He doesn't deserve any of that "

Jin bites his lips, closing his eyes , he imagined Jk's sweet smiles everytime he's going home..always pure and innocent..

"I don't know Joonie..
He's such an angel he's way too sweet and loving, caring and all but-
I'm afraid..
Too afraid to fall in love again.
I just met Irene and Ken last week..
And I don't know why but when they approached me .. I know I already have forgiven them ..
But everytime I looked at Jungkook I felt something.. I don't know, I can't figure out .
And I'm so afraid to try..
God Joonie it's killing me"

Namjoon taps at his shoulders.. He knows where's Jin exactly coming, Irene was his first in everything..
First Crush..
First love..
First Girlfriend..
First heartbreak and
First Failure..

With them in eight long years being together.. Namjoon had witnessed their ups and downs .

The way Jin never gave up on Irene's childishness.. her, being a jelouse cat..
Her unfaithfulness , her, being so clingy with other guys while Jin stays silent and shrugging whatever Irene is up to..

Namjoon never liked Irene's attitude though she's sweet and has that angelic face but compared to Jungkook she's nothing..

"Com'on .. give it a try Jin..
Jungkook is too good to be true.
Don't you think it was a blessing in disguise?..you know what? Ken did saved you from being trap to a witch!"

Jin laughed at Namjoon's out burts..
However at the back of his mind he know's Namjoon wasn't lying..