I plumped on my bed in frustration. As much as I love him, he can be such .. Such an idiot. He honestly makes me want to rip my hair out sometimes. Boys can never seem to make up their mind. It so aggravating. I close my eyes and sigh.
"Bryce?", asked Faith.
I guess my yelling woke her up, but I had to yell.
"Yeah, I'm really sorry I woke you up", I said.
"No, no you didn't. I had to pee. Plus the people in my movie were, 'doing the dirty', so yeah." She laughed.
"So I'm guessing they were loud?" I chuckled.
"Extremely dude!", She Giggled.
Things were silent for a few seconds and I could tell she is thinking. Or debating.
"What's gonna happen? When it happens ..?" She asked.
Here comes the sadness. The truth is I don't want him to go back to California. I don't want him to leave. With leaving comes forgetfulness. He's gonna forget about me and find someone. I can tell. His life will be so much better without me. He'll be happier in California with friends.
"Umm.." I hesitated. "Live life to the fullest", I laughed.
Even thought Faith is older by about 1 year, I treat her like the baby. I know we have the same feelings. But I still treat hers more delicately. I don't want to hurt her. I try to make sure everything is okay and I stay positive. For her.
