It's been a month. A month of small talk, busy schedules and aggravation. At least from my part. I get aggravated easily and sometimes I feel as if he gets annoyed easily.
Tomorrows my 17th birthday. And I'm not worried about a single thing, other than if he's going to text me or not. Why wouldn't he? Because he's too busy to think about me, or because he's having fun with his friends, or maybe he'll forget. I don't know if I even care.
Faith is here, her and I went with Jake to the movies earlier. Jake is my best guy friend, aside from Bryce. Jake listens to me and always gives me is male perspective. Which comes in handy. He brought 3 balloons to school to surprise me and he took us to the movies. We watched '22 jump street' and laughed out asses off. It was fun; I really enjoyed it. It took my mind off of things for a while and actually made me feel whole. After that Faith and I went back home and she spent the night. We had a blast laughing. We talked about funny things and serious things but I felt as if this is what Bryce wanted. For me to be happy. And for once I smiled, a true smile.
