Over again

chapter 2: deal

"in exchanged for L'manburg independence, you must marry dream."

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(y/n POV)

for a second my mind runs blank, unable to prosses anything around me, but then, it all falls back and i realise something.

Wilbur. the person who i look up to the most in life, this nations great leader, and great friend. would rather sell me off to his sworn enemy just so he can keep his stupid little 'country' -i wouldnt even call it that-

i look up at the man i once saw as a friend, making sure he can see the shear disappointment covering my face.

"i know it seems unfair-"

"unfair?!" i interrupt him.

"this is way more than unfair" i take a deep breath, trying to calm down, but lets be honest, who would be calm in this situation?

"you want to ship me off to the person hate the most, to the person who has caused all of us so much pain, to the man who has made us suffer. all so you can keep this silly, stupid 'nation' of yours that you made when you were high on drugs?!"

at this point im standing from my chair, and over the table yelling at this man, hands shaking in frustration"

"y/n"

"dont say my name" he's only said my name 3 times and each time i hate it more.

he puts his hands up in defence, saying he did nothing wrong. bullshit.

"when you agreed to do anything for this country, i knew, from that day on, i would use that to promise to make history. because of you, we can all get everything we worked so hard for. y/n, dont do this for me. do this for Tommy...for Tubbo. you would be saving them, saving them from this cruel mess i put them in. you would begiving them a childhood. they would look up to you more than they ever have."

that last part really got to me. even in -hypothetically- i would go along with this ridiculous plan, for hell i would do it for wilbur. i would only be doing this for the two people who made me so happy, the people i have so many memories with, the two people who i want to grow up with out wars and violence.

i realise ive been quiet way to long, over time my head went down as im now looking to the ground like wilbur was mere minutes ago. i finally look up to him and i see hope filling his face. i cant bare looking at the man who has now betrayed me.

i look away, needing to think more. the cons of not agreeing, would be getting kicked out of the place that has made me feel like i have a real family, but a con is i can finally be on the winning side. so it hits me. 

if Wilbur is going to throw away his only hope of winning this war -because they all suck at fighting, and I'm not so bad myself-  then i may as well go to the winning side and stop this war.

for Tubbo and tommy. not for Wilbur, or Fundy. not even Niki, we were both good friends, yet she always ditched me to go with Wilbur. the only real time we spent together was at the bakery in the mornings. and im pretty sure Wilbur made up his mind right away when he read the contract. i bet he didnt even consider sending sweet o'l Niki.

well, i guess my mind is made up.

"fine" i say, almost sounding defeated."

"but just so you know, im not doing this for you, or this stupid fucking place you let me call me home. im doing this for those two idiots who actually tries to care about me, unlike you who just sits around all day trying to be pretty. im doing this so that tommy and Tubbo can have a real life, not the messed up one you forced  them into!"

he does the same thing as before, pursing his lips and nodding a little.

"this means a lot y/n" he says as he slides over the contract.

i open my mouse with every intent to fight back one more time against his self-reagarding argument, but snapped my mouth shut thinking about what he said about the boys, knowing i lost this fight id never imagine id ever have to be in.

i read over the papers to make sure im not signing my soul away and when i make sure its safe, i pick up the pen

"i cant believe im actually fucking doing this" i think aloud.

and so i sign my name on this piece of paper i have some to hate in such a short amount of time. then storming. leaving him unable to thank me.

AUTHORS NOTE

damn poor wilbur, i wonder how Tommy and Tubbo react when they find out

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