TW: JEALOUSY/AUTISM EXPERIENCE
I wish I was like other kids
In every single way
In the way they go about and play
together every day.
The way they argue over smaller things
and no earthquakes in them wake.
The way they move around with no fear
and plan each day without a break
The way that order seems to surround them
and how together they look like one.
Oh how I wish I can be like them
and join in with them on their fun.
Yet here I am, all stuck at home
Lonely with my loveless heart
In my life my gloom is sorrowing
Yet others love and play their part
When even sitting in a class can kill my learning mind
And when seeing me breathing in fresh air is a treasure like rare find
I look around with wishful wonder
and think with all my mind
The life it must be like to live
without dancing around the thunder I call my life
Oh I wish....
~Eve xxx
Note: I had this all as one paragraph with no breaks when I first wrote it but I added them as I think it'll help with the flow changes.
Hello again to the people who read this, what did you think of my poem? This poem was quick to write, they all are but this was one that i think isn't very good but i still kind of like it.
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