Chapter 5
"The jury decided that you were guilty. You have to spend 2 years in jail. I'm sorry we lost." My attorney informs me.
"Ok. Me too. Just kidding. Jail will be FUN! I'll make lots of new friends. Like at school. Right?! Isn't that the encouragement I get?" She rolls her eyes and walks away. Bye bitch! They take me away, but first they let my mom say goodbye.
"Lydia. How could you? You know I love you. I was just upset. And I drink. You know that. I love you sweetie." Wait. WAHT? You love me? Bitch please.
"Save it for the press bitch. Take me away boys. Nothing more here." I smile "Bye mom."
"You'll have to come home eventually! I'll be waiting." She says to me. Glaring.
"Actually, Miss Adams. You won't. I'm afraid your under arrest for abuse and doing illegal drugs yourself. When we went to pick stuff up for your daughter, an officer say the coke on the counter." My new favorite person! Officer Lee says the name tag.
"Hahahaha. Forgot to put it in your closet? What a shame. See you around." With that the officers took me away.
Ok. I get that was a little mean. Like, should I be nice to her? Does she really love me? I just don't know. She is my mom. Maybe we can work things out. I can't let them take me away. I need my mother. Even if she did beat me... I love her. I need her. I'm just a little kid. God, why do I act like such a bitch?! I stop walking and shrug out of the officers grip. I turn on my heel and run back into the court room. Everone is still in there. Good.
"I'm sorry. I'm not usually like that. I'm scared... I'm confused. Where's my mom? Mom!" I start yelling towards the end. I'm screaming her name. I'm crying and fighting. But they got more people. What came over me at that moment, I don't know. I couldn't control myself. Does she really love me? I want her to. I want her to love me and not hurt me and make all the bad things go away. I want her to cook home meals, ask me about my day, and clean the house so it smells like lemons. Like Glitter's mom. I want Jake to get better and Izzy to understand. I just want to fix everything.
And then it hits me. Like a brick wall to the face. I stop breathing. I stop moving. I realize that no matter what I want, it's always been my fault. If I wasn't born, then everything would be ok. I realize that my mother was right. And that kills me.
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How do you like the chapters so far? I'm almost done. One more chapter! Cuz, ya know. It's a short story. BUTTTTTT! I'm going to make Glitter's story next. lol ad if you read the summory page, I totally forgot that this was glitters. But I changed it! SO SORRY! Anyways, the next chapter ill be done by the end of the week! YAY! Message me your thoughts because I really want some feedback. I think my story is good, but you need to tell me if it's not! Thanks Dearies!
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