James Potter and his white sheep

1. September

How excited I was to go back to Hogwarts. I will miss my parents but being around my best mates all day was just amazing. „Have you got all your luggage James?" This is the 5. time my mum asked me this today. „Yes." I rolled my Eyes. „Don't roll your eyes at your Mother." My dad padded my head. „Stop That. I'm 15 not 5." Mum hugged me, „You'll always be my little boy." After I headed of to the train, i instantly found my friends, I always do. „James!" Sirius wrapped his arms around me. „Sirius! How you been mate?" We sat down near the window. „Family, we had a little fight at the family gathering yesterday." Peter raised his eyebrow, „Do you always fight?" Sirius laughed, „Most of the time." We all laughed now. "Yo! Ashy! What you searching for?" A younger boy was standing at the door. "Somewhere empty." His voice was cold, it was kinda wired to hear a 13 year old talk like this. "Why that? If I understood right yesterday, your parents what you to make friends." The boy looked like he was going to kill Sirius wich is pretty normal for his family. "I had better things to do then to listen yesterday." I didn't expect that someone like him would block out his family talking. "Well you sound like a busy person." His cousin didn't seem to like the smile on Sirius's face. "I am a busy person." Fuck he was cold. "Then don't spend your needed time searching for something empty. Come on! It's not full here yet." Sirius never really liked his family so why is he offering his two years younger cousins to stay with us? But the Boy kept his cold face. "I rather not sit with a bunch of Griffendores, thank you." Sirius wouldn't butch, "Come on Ashy! Your not as bad as the others!" He was talking about his family, it was obvious for everyone, I thing even "Ashy" knew. I had no idea what his actual name was, I never cared and if only heard Sirius call him Ash or Ashy before. He seemed to take to long to answer after Sirius's taste, cause he stood up and just took the boys luggage putting it to ours. "Sirius-" but he didn't let him talk, "No, no, no. Your staying here I'm not letting you end up with any mean kids." The younger boy was hesitant at first, but then he just seemed to have given in and took place next to me. We just carried on with our conversation, He stayed quit. When I looked over to him again he looked pale, I mean he has a very pale in general but he was paler. Unusual pale. "You okay?" He seemed surprised but answer. "He has a point, you look wired Ashy. Are you fine?" He still didn't answer, Sirius seemed worried. „Ashton?" This was the first time i heard his full name, I couldn't say it was not a pretty one. And it fits him pretty well. But there was something wrong, he didn't look at us, he wasn't looking at anything particular. He was just staring. Remus stood up, and kneed in front of Ashton to look him in the eyes. „Hey... are you okay? Do you need air or something?" Remus always tries to help everyone, but he doesn't let anyone help him. Ashton looked like he wanted to talk, but then he fell to the floor. Fuck, he just passed out. „Fuck! This never happened before!" Sirius seeing Sirius like that made me sick, he is like the brother I never had so this was tough. We were discussing of what to do for at least ten minutes, we never saw anyone pass out before, we had no idea what was going on. "What do you do when someone passes out?" Peter was walking up and down. "I don't know! I don't think chocolate will help with this." I have a habit of trying to keep the mood up. "Very funny James." Remus was sitting on the floor always checking Ashton's Puls and Breath. Another ten minutes later Sirius jumped up, "Okay this took long enough, I'm gonna get Narcissa, she's his sister after all." You know it's serious if Sirius agrees to get a family member of his. But Sirius didn't go far when Ashton opend his eyes. "Thank Merlin! Sirius he's awake!" Sirius practice run back, "Oh thank Merlin! I was already on my way to get Narcissa!" I don't actually remember what Ashton explained, the think that stuck in my mind was Ashton being mad at Sirius, running away. "Merlin What was that about?" Peter was just as surprised of Ashton as I was, "Didn't knew your cousin could act that way. Didn't thought he had emotions at all." We had quit a laugh about it, I kinda felt bad about it. I don't think it right to make fun of peoples emotions. We tried to keep him out of our mind, not thinking about what just happened. Till our door slide open. Lily Evans. "What are you doing here Evans?" She normally tries to stay away from us, "I'm just here to get something." She didn't look at me, only gave Remus a quick smile. Then she grabbed Ashton's suitcase, why that? But no, don't think of him. He hates you anyway.