ENGLISH VERSION!!!
Eris. A name that literally means chaos.
Lyssa Laurent. A woman whom this name describes perfectly.
If only Killian had known that before he got involved with her.
But who would have expected that she would turn his life upside d...
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I woke up disoriented.
Everything around seemed to be spinning, but I got out of bed anyway.
I followed the voices coming from Killian's office and when I stopped at the door, my gaze fell on six people.
Two of them had nothing to do here for a few more days.
"Where are they?" I spoke and with that, drew their attention to myself. "Where's Killian and Lucy?" I said with a shaky voice, wishing it was all just a dream.
"You shouldn't be standing." Luna walked up to me and tried to grab me, but I pulled my hand away before she could touch me.
"Where are they?" I repeated more sternly, waiting for someone to answer me this time.
"I heard from some people about a plan to get rid of you. When I got here, you were gone. I found you passed out in an alleyway, but no one was there." Nyx spoke. "I took you here right away."
"Tell me you know where they are." I closed my eyes to stop the tears.
"Not yet." I looked up at Charles. "But we will find them."
I shifted my gaze to Kai and Sebastian. They were both looking at me and I wasn't able to look them in the eyes.
What did I do?
I turned and ran out of the study. I heard Luna yelling at me, but I just kept running.
I understand that I'm not a good person, but I don't deserve this. Lucy doesn't deserve this. Killian doesn't deserve this. Nobod does.
I didn't care that I ran barefoot through the back entrance to the garden. I didn't care about the tears that clouded my vision.
The only thing I could focus on was the emptiness in my chest.
I lost them.
I finally had someone and I lost them. Both of them.
How could this happen?
And again I experienced the same thing. Running through the woods in tears after losing everyone I cared about.
At some point I stopped. In the middle of the forest. I dropped to my knees and bowed my head.
How could I lose them?
"What do you want from me?" I looked at the sky, which was visible through the treetops. "What the hell do you want from me! Why can't I be happy at least once in my life!" My voice broke. "I just wanted to live." I whispered. "Why won't you let me?" More tears ran down my cheeks. "Why?" I exhaled shakily and lowered my head to the ground sobbing.
"He stopped responding to people like us a long time ago." I heard Nyx behind me.
