aerumnous

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aerumnous

full of trouble

"in which he loved a girl who he was never meant to love"



MAYJOR TW// SUICIDE, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, SELF HARM, SA, SCHIZOPHRENIA, ABUSE

lowercase intended



being in a mental hospital fucking sucks.

being here your whole goddamn life is worse, 80% of the people my age come here and leave in a few months.

no one i can bond with or start any form of relationship with.

except for calum hood

calling him a friend would be a huge fucking overstatement, but he's the only person here who talked to me.

i came here when i was 5, and he came at 7 so we practically grew up together.

maybe i would like calum more if he wasn't batshit crazy, but i can't blame the guy after what he's been through.

we did things together, like playing games, talking, fucking. amongst others.

i never thought i would ever find someone worth bonding over, someone who made me break all the rules i had set my entire life. but that was before i met luke hemmings. 






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hehe enjoy kiddos

I also have a pintrest board and a playlist on spotify if u wanna ger the vibes

pintrest: @jesscandle

spotify: pageawsomeness

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