I Am Not A Kid

chapter 6 - a warm night

Taehyung was standing infront of Jungkook while fidgeting his fingers.He was having some hard time to look at Jungkook.He don't know what gotten to him.But he is nervous.His heart was beating so fast and some weird flutters occuring in his stomach continuously and he felt some shyness.His face was heating up and becoming red.Overall taehyung was lost there.

"Taehyung ,what are you doing here?Why are you up this late?". Jungkook asked taehyung with a raised brows after throwing his cigarette on the ground and crushing it with his shoe.

Taehyung raised his head hearing Jungkook's words.But he couldn't spoke anything.He was staring at Jungkook's face.It was like taehyung was stuck there.He couldn't look away from Jungkook's eyes.He felt trapped.

Taehyung's heart was beating more fastly than before.The flutters that happened to him earlier become double and it took away his breath.

Jungkook's thoughts always made taehyung to feel something strange.It was started from the first night he saw Jungkook hyung.At first taehyung thought it may because of his respect to Jungkook that his felt some warmness in heart.He wanted to see hyung once more and treat him as a thank you gift.Taehyung couldn't stop himself to not to think about Jungkook's face afterwards.

When taehyung bumbed to Jungkook at the club...somewhere in his heart, he felt some disappointment.He didn't wanted Jungkook to see him in that state.He was glad Jungkook was there for him when he needed someone beside.

But at same time he felt ashamed,sad , pathetic....He wanted to show hyung that he was capable.But he couldn't...He wanted to meet Jungkook just like charming prince who shine brightly and wanted to impress hyung.Don't know why he wants that ! But his encounter with Jungkook was worst and was hyung was ,more like a spider man and was rescuing a whining taehyung from fire.It wasn't what he dreamed it to be.

But his heart was beating more fastly at the mere thought of Jungkook....even still now....It only increased...

Taehyung touched his chest where his heart was beating crazy.His face twisted with worries and eyes become watery.He didn't liked the strange feelings and weird things that happening to him.

"Hey.. what's wrong?". Jungkook asked sensing the discomfort on taehyung's face while coming closer towards him.

Jungkook's voice caused more flutterings in taehyung's heart.Taehyung clutched his chest tightly with confusion written on his face.

"Taehyung... what's happening? Are you alright?". Jungkook shook taehyung's shoulder because of the lack of response.He sensed the sudden change in taehyung.The kid seemed to be in a good mood at first but suddenly he was holding his chest like having some pain.

"Hyung.. Something happening here". Taehyung said pointing to his heart.His eyes mirrored his pain.

"Where? Your heart! Does your heart aching?". Jungkook asked hurriedly with concern.

"No....but something happens there.My body seems strange.Some weird things happening and I couldn't control it". Taehyung said nervously because of his proximity with Jungkook.He doubted whether Jungkook can also hear his loud heartbeat.If Jungkook could hear it ,then he is so sure that his heart have some problem.Am I sick? Taehyung thought to himself.

Jungkook become confused at first, after hearing taehyung.But as soon ,he realised the kid may be feeling some weirdness to his body cause of yesterday night.Moreover, how can someone could sleep peacefully after going through such things?

"Taehyung , relax.....there is nothing wrong and it's all normal.You are safe and good.Okay?". Jungkook said looking directly at taehyung's eyes.He wanted to assures the kid that he is okay with him.He hoped taehyung could forget about that night from his life and live happily.