"I'm nothing but a monster." || Depressed Bakugou

Part 2

It's now been a month since that day. Bakugou moved into the dorms with everyone else but he barely ever left the room. The others wouldn't let him in certain areas of the dorm building, saying it was heroes only or whatever. That restricted space happened to include the kitchen as well

Now, Bakugou was sitting in his room, holding his stomach as it growled. So hungry. I have to eat something, they shouldn't notice me if I'm quiet enough. He thought, getting up. He put on a dark hoodie and left the room silently.

Once he got to the ground floor, he saw the others in the common room. They shouldn't be able to see him. He snuck into the kitchen and grabbed anything and everything he could find. He looked down at what he got, this should be last me a while. He was putting everything into a small bag he found when he heard, "hey Kacchan?"

Fuck. He looked back and saw Deku, "what do you want Deku? You here to kick me out of the kitchen? Make me starve?" Deku looked surprised, probably an act. "No, um, I didn't know the others weren't letting you eat. I just wanted to say that I'm sorry for how everyone has been treating you." Bakugou rolled his eyes, "sure you are." He didn't believe Deku really was sorry. He thought Deku did this so he could get some sort of Revenge on the blonde

Bakugou went back to his room with Deku watching him, Deku went back to the others. "Um, guys? Why haven't you let Kacchan eat? And where is Todoroki?" He hasn't seen Todoroki since he ranted to the Dekusquad. He was starting to get worried, "he's fine Midoriya. And Todoroki said he's staying at home for a few days."

That didn't sound right. Todoroki said he was excited about the dorms so he could get away from the abuse at home, Deku didn't think he'd stay there. He nodded, "ok, I guess. I'll see you guys tomorrow." He went back to his room, he called Todoroki while he was walking.

He heard Todoroki's ringtone nearby. He followed the noise and saw it was coming from Uraraka's room. He knocked on the door, "Todoroki? You in there?" He heard crying and whimpering come from inside. Sorry Uraraka, He thought as he broke the door down with One for All. He saw Todoroki tied to the wall, bleeding all over with bruises and hickeys all over his body. Deku immediately rushed over to him, helping him out the restraints and to Recovery Girl.

What the hell is wrong with the others?

Meanwhile with Bakugou

He was in his bathroom, holding a knife close to his wrist.

(Bold - voice in his head. Italics - his voice. ⚠️TW: cutting ⚠️ )

Do it, you know you want too.

But what if the others find out?

They barely look at you anymore, nobody will find out.

Now do it!

Bakugou slowly dragged the knife across his wrist and up his arms. He kept cutting until his arms were covered in his blood

Now, doesn't that  feel better?

Yea, it does

He cleaned up the blood and bandaged the cuts. He got in bed and hugged his toys close, but he couldn't sleep.

So he just laid in bed, cuddling his toys and crying all night.