"I'm nothing but a monster." || Depressed Bakugou

Part 3

It's been a few months since the Lov incident and Bakugou became more and more distant and isolated. He'd never leave his room anymore, the only time Deku would see him was late at night, when he went to the kitchen to get water bottles.

Deku noticed how thin he's gotten, he could see his ribs peeking if it wasn't for the baggy clothes that the blonde always had on, how tired and upset he looked.

Sometimes if he stayed up late, he saw Bakugou outside, pushing himself to his limit. And everyone was still ignoring him. Ignoring his obvious cries for help. 

Along with that, he also had to keep an eye on Todoroki so the others wouldn't hurt or harass him again. Who knew one rant would do all of this?

Then it was Bakugou's birthday. He saw the others setting up for a party so he assumed they forgiven Bakugou and were throwing him a party. He got him a present, something he knew the blonde would love.

He went into the common room, and was surprised when everyone was treating him like it was his birthday. "Um, thanks guys but my birthday isn't for months. It's Kacchan's birthday today." Deku smiled apologetically. 

He saw Bakugou in the hallway, he saw the tears in his eyes before he ran off. Deku ran after him, but Bakugou locked himself in his room again. "Kacchan? Kacchan, please let me in." 

He got inside when the door unlocked, he didn't see Bakugou inside. He covered his mouth to keep from throwing up. There was blood everywhere, the scent was overpowering. Ripped up photos and empty water bottles all over the floor, a pile of stuffed animals peeking out. Deku's heart melted a tthe sight of the toys, Bakugou said he destroyed those when they were kids. But he kept them. 

He saw a neatly folded note on his nightstand, next to two half full pill bottles. He picked up the note and unfolded it. 

It read, "to whoever cared enough to read this, I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything I did. I decided to do you all a favor and make sure none of you will ever have to see or deal with my shit again. I don't expect nor want any of you to mourn my death. I wouldn't be surprised if you threw a whole fucking celebration! Just promise me you'll keep smiling and forget me when I'm gone. -Katsuki" 

He started crying and he ran out of the room, going up to the roof. Thats where he went, he knew it. He went up there to jump.

He made it just in time to see the blonde standing at the edge, 

"KACCHAN!!"