Kinda Angst xx

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Finneys pov:

It's been a few months, me and robin broke up. He said it's for the best, I'm honestly still confused on what he meant by that, but it's awkward sitting next to each other in a few classes and sitting with our friends doing the most random things. But, I'm still upset by losing him. I mean seriously, after all the 'i love you' and the Spanish nicknames and the sticking up for me, he just leaves me like that?! Like seriously, what. But anyways, it doesn't really bother me anymore. I have Donna anyways. I love her so much.. I think anyway.

It may have been a few months since the grabber got arrested, but I feel disgusting. This fucking mother fucker touched me. No, seriously! A fucking fully grown adult, who has serious issues, fucking touched a 15 year old boy?! Like honestly, what the fuck.

I walked into class and sat next to robin like usual. It's a bit awkward though. I fiddled with my fingers quite a bit and dug my nails into my skin, eventually I ended up bleeding. "shit!" I muttered under my breath I felt robins eyes shoot towards me. I shot my hand up and asked if I could go to the bathroom, I rushed out covering my hand and ran into the boys bathroom. My fingertip had a bit of blood inside it, I ran my hand under the water, then the bathroom door slammed open then shut. It was a teacher. My gym teacher. He was.. creepy. Around me anyways, and a few of the girls. "Hiya Finn! How are you!" He looked me up and down, then at my thighs. I shuddered. "Uhm. I-Im alright. But, I should probably go now. My math teachers waiting and you know how how Mrs Harris is whenever you stay in the bathroom too long." I chuckled nervously at the end of the sentence. He just came closer and lightly put his fingers under my chin, lifting my face up lightly. "Oh but leaving so soon?? I was just about to get the fun started." He chuckled at the end and I backed away from the creepy fucker. "Get the fuck away from me!" I yelled at him and covered my mouth instantly. "Excuse me?!" He shouted at me and walked closer, pushing me into the wall. He lifted my chin and leaned into my ear. "Naughty boy."

Those words. Those fucking words. They ringed inside my ears. The bathroom door slammed open and shut again. Only this time it was Robin. "What the fuck is going on in here." He did his usual angry posture and corssed his arms over his chest. "What're you doing here, Mr Arellano." He snapped at him. "Mrs Harris sent me to come check on Finney. Now if you excuse me, I'm gonna take Finney and go back to class you fucking nonce." I felt tears watering in my eyes, thinking what would've happened if robin didn't get sent here by Mrs Harris. The gym teacher scoffed and walked out. My knees felt weak, I collapsed onto the floor and sobbed. Robin came walking towards me, lifting me up. "Come on Finn. We better go back to class for now, then after that we can skip together. Promise." I looked up at him and smiled slightly. He grabbed my wrist and trailed me out, my face was a light shade of pink you could hardly notice, but I flinched as my scars stung, but I'm sure he wouldn't notice.

After math class

Math was finally over, I looked over at robin and nodded. I got all of my stuff packed into my bag and snuck outside of the school with robin. "Are you sure we won't get caught? Because if we do, whenever I get home I'm gonna be in deep shit, robin." He scoffed at me, rude?? "Honestly Finn, I've skipped class so many times, we aren't gonna get caught, trust me. He flashed me a smile and we went behind the building. The janitor came out the back to throw some shit into the bin, that's when robin slammed me into the wall and leaned ontop of me, putting a finger over my mouth so I don't make a noise. He peered over the corner and the janitor was gone. He finally got off of me and we continued walking behind the school, and I just know that my face was probably light red.

He took me somewhere, somewhere I've never been before. It was stunning. The view was absolutely amazing! I looked around in amazement and slowly sat down on the brightest green grass I've ever seen in years. Robin sat next to me wiggling his fingers. I looked at his fingers to see worn out scars, probably from all of the fights he had with moose. Without knowing, I grabbed his hand and examined his knuckles. "You should really stop getting into these fights. The more you do, the more painful your hand will be, robin." I lightly traced my finger over his scars. Then I soon noticed what I was doing. "H-holy shit! I'm so sorry robin, I didn't mean to just do that, I wasn't thinking straight. At all. I really didn't mean it." He just looked away, but I swore I saw a tint of red on his cheeks. "It's fine, don't worry about it." I stood up and grabbed a few flowers that were bloomed. I sat back down beside robin and started poking tiny holes into the stems, to every one of them. Robin just stared at me in confusion, and probably admiration to be honest. "Finney, what on earth are you doing??" I looked over at him and back to the flowers and started joining them together. "I'm making a flower necklace!" I smiled and looked over at robin, who was looking at my.. lips? No, that couldn't be right. He's the one that broke up with me.

I felt his hand on my cheek, I also felt myself leaning in, my eyes closing slowly. Then soon enough, my lips were on robins. He then cupped both of my cheeks and I scootched closer to him. Then slowly, I got on to his lap. Putting one of my hands on his cheek and the other in his hair. We pulled away to breathe. I was pure red. I got off robins lap and leaned my head on his shoulders, slowly falling asleep. Today has been a long day, I needed a rest, then I drifted off.

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A/N: that's it for this chapter you gay gags😘😘 idk what I wanted to put into this chapter but I just put what came to head! Anyways I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter because it took years to decide/srs.

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